The darkness doesn’t last.
It fades in waves, flickering at the edges of my consciousness like a candle struggling to stay lit. I drift between awareness and oblivion, caught in a place where time ceases to exist. My body feels distant, like it belongs to someone else—something else. My limbs are too heavy, my skin too tight, stretched over something unfamiliar.
Then the pain returns.
It’s not the unbearable fire from before, but a deep, aching soreness that radiates through every fiber of my being. My muscles feel strained, as if I’ve run for miles without stopping. My lungs burn with each shallow breath, the scent of damp earth, smoke, and something wild filling my senses. There’s an unfamiliar scent, something animalistic, threaded through the air like a warning.
A voice murmurs nearby, low and hushed, but I can barely make sense of the words.
“She’s stabilizing.”
Another voice, deeper, rougher, filled with uncertainty. “That doesn’t mean she’s safe.”
Safe.
The word feels foreign, meaningless when my last memory is of fire and agony, of my body betraying me in ways I don’t understand. My mind is a fog, my thoughts sluggish as I try to pull myself from the abyss. I force my eyes open, but the world is slow to come into focus.
Dim lantern light flickers against rough, uneven stone walls. The glow barely illuminates the space, casting jagged shadows that stretch across the cavernous room. My body lies on something soft—fur, I realize belatedly—thick and warm beneath me. I’m not in the sanctuary. This place is different, primal, cut off from the world I know.
I try to move, but a sharp pain flares through my limbs, and a small, strangled sound escapes my throat. The movement draws attention.
A warm hand presses against my shoulder, firm but careful. “Easy. Don’t try to move yet.”
I turn my head slightly, my vision still swimming. A woman kneels beside me, her face partially shadowed by the flickering light. Her eyes are sharp, assessing, filled with something I can’t quite decipher. Worry? Curiosity? Something else?
“Where…?” My voice cracks, raw from disuse. I swallow hard, trying again. “Where am I?”
The woman hesitates, exchanging a glance with someone just beyond my line of sight. When she looks back at me, her expression softens slightly. “You’re safe,” she says. “That’s what matters.”
Safe.
Nothing about this feels safe. My heart pounds, sluggish but insistent, as flashes of memory return. The wolf. The bite. The burning. My fingers twitch, my body instinctively searching for the wound I know should be there.
I lift a trembling hand to my arm, where I remember the wolf’s teeth sinking into my flesh. But the skin is smooth, unbroken. No bite marks. No scars. Only the lingering ghost of pain curling beneath the surface.
Panic flares in my chest.
“What happened to me?”
Silence stretches between us, thick and unspoken. The woman’s gaze flickers to the shadows, where more figures stand just out of reach, watching. Then, finally, she exhales, as if making a decision.
“The change has begun.”
I stare at her, my heart hammering against my ribs. “What change?”
She doesn’t answer right away. Instead, she reaches behind her, lifting a small mirror and holding it in front of me.
For a moment, I don’t understand what I’m seeing.
Then my breath catches in my throat.
The face staring back at me is mine—but it isn’t. My features are sharper, my cheekbones more pronounced, my eyes a shade too bright, gleaming with an unnatural golden hue. My pupils flicker, shifting subtly, almost as if they are adjusting to the dim light. My skin looks different, smoother, stronger, as if something new lies just beneath the surface, waiting to emerge.
A shudder runs through me, my pulse hammering in my ears. I jerk away from the mirror, my breath coming in short gasps. “No,” I whisper, shaking my head. “No, this isn’t—this can’t—”
The woman sets the mirror aside and leans in, her expression unreadable. “You were bitten,” she says, her voice quiet but firm. “You survived.”
She lets that word hang between us before adding, “And now, you are one of us.”
My stomach drops.
A muffled murmur ripples through the room, but I barely hear it. The figures in the shadows shift, their postures tense, as if waiting for something. I can feel the weight of their stares pressing against me, watching, measuring.
The woman reaches out, but I recoil, my body instinctively rejecting her touch. “No,” I repeat, my voice hoarse. “I don’t understand. I shouldn’t be alive.”
“You shouldn’t be,” she agrees softly. “But you are.”
A chill runs through me, colder than the damp air, colder than the unknown pressing in from all sides. My hands tremble as I clutch the furs beneath me, grounding myself against the impossible truth unfolding around me.
I don’t understand what’s happening to me, what I’ve become. But one thing is certain.
Nothing will ever be the same again.