Chapter 20
Cass shielded me from Mom the rest of the night and I left relatively unscathed. I spent the next day hiding from the world and second guessing every aspect of my life.
By Monday I was still reeling, but also nervous about seeing Joey again. I hadn’t heard from him since he called New Year’s Eve and I was certain he was going to blow me off or be in a shitty mood. I’d decided I wanted to try to keep seeing him, but was still anxious about turning what we had into anything more than just s*x. If it came down to either dating or nothing, I still didn’t know what I was going to do.
The worst part was I really needed a good afternoon with him to put the horrible weekend behind me. But I wasn’t ready to examine why dating a hot man made me so nervous, but s*x with him eased away a
