Sophia Hart
It had been exactly one week since I slept with the devil on that freezing fire exit.
Seven long days since Ethan Blackwell had taken what he wanted and walked away as though nothing had happened.
No phone call. No text. No acknowledgment. Nothing. Christmas was supposed to feel warm and hopeful—filled with laughter, family, and a little bit of magic. Instead, a heavy sense of dread sat in my chest like a stone that refused to move.
I sat beside my mother's hospital bed, forcing a smile as I held her frail hand in mine. The steady beeping of the monitors filled the dimly lit room. The scent of antiseptic lingered in the air, mixing with the faint sound of Christmas music drifting from somewhere down the corridor.
Mom looked so fragile beneath the crisp white sheets. Cancer had stolen so much from her. The woman who once filled every room with life now seemed smaller, weaker.
Yet she still smiled at me. Still worried about me. I spent the next few minutes chatting about meaningless things—the Christmas lights decorating the streets outside, a funny commercial I'd seen earlier, anything that might distract her from the reality of her condition.
Then my phone buzzed. The sound shattered the fragile peace. I glanced at the screen. My stomach dropped instantly.
From: Ethan Blackwell
Subject: Q4 Reports – Revision Needed
Attachment: Q4_Financials_Revised_Draft.pdf (43 Pages)
A bitter laugh escaped me. Of course. Even during Christmas weekend, Ethan Blackwell couldn't stop working. Or making everyone around him work.
He was a billionaire CEO who demanded perfection at all times. And I was merely his secretary. His secretary who had made the mistake of sleeping with him.
Mom squeezed my hand gently. "Sophia, honey, you work too hard," she said softly. "That boss of yours is going to run you into the ground. It's Christmas, for heaven's sake. Put the phone away and spend some time with your old mother."
I slipped the phone into my handbag and forced another smile.
"The salary is good, Mom. It helps with everything." The lie tasted bitter.
My bank account held barely three thousand dollars. Her latest treatments had already pushed the medical bills past eighty thousand dollars, and the numbers kept climbing every week.
I had no idea how much longer I could keep everything together. But she didn't need to know that. Not now. Not ever. Mom studied me quietly.
Then she asked the question I'd been dreading. "Have you heard from your father?"
My gaze dropped to the floor. "No," I said. "I haven't seen him in days."
Guilt twisted inside me. I couldn't bring myself to tell her the truth. I couldn't tell her about the debt collectors. Or the threats. Or the possibility that my father could be arrested because of the gambling debts he had buried us beneath. So I stayed a little longer. I talked. I smiled. I pretended.
When I finally stood to leave, I kissed her forehead and promised I would return tomorrow. The moment I stepped outside her room, the smile vanished.
A black town car waited at the curb exactly where I had arranged for it. I climbed into the back seat without saying much.
The driver didn't ask questions. I gave him the address of the hospital billing office and stared out the window for the entire journey. The city blurred past in a sea of Christmas lights. Beautiful. Festive. Completely indifferent to my problems.
At the billing office, I handed over my card and paid what little I could. Another painful chunk of my savings disappeared. Another temporary solution to a problem that refused to go away.
When I left, the cold winter air hit my face like a slap. For a moment, I simply stood there. Alone. Exhausted. Terrified.
Back at my apartment, I locked the door and leaned against it. Silence greeted me. The kind of silence that made every anxious thought louder.
I couldn't avoid it any longer. My heart pounded as I walked to the bathroom and opened the drawer. Inside were four pregnancy tests. I bought them two days ago. I hadn't found the courage to use them. Until now.
With trembling hands, I removed the tests from their packaging and followed the instructions. Afterward, I lined them up neatly on the counter. Then I waited.
Three minutes. Only three minutes.
Yet it felt like an eternity.
I stared at the cracked ceiling above me.
My thoughts spiraled. Back to that night. Back to the fire exit. Back to the mistake that had changed everything. The torn protection. The reckless choices. The consequences are waiting to catch up with me.
My pulse thundered in my ears.
When the timer on my phone finally beeped, I froze. For several seconds, I couldn't move. Couldn't breathe. I couldn't think. Then, slowly, I lowered my gaze to the counter. The world seemed to stop.
Two pink lines. On the first test. Two pink lines. On the second. The third. The fourth. Every single one. Positive. The room tilted.
My knees nearly gave out beneath me.
A strangled sound escaped my throat.
"No..."
The word came out as little more than a whisper. I stared at the tests. Then stared some more, hoping the lines would somehow disappear.
They didn't. I pressed a trembling hand against my stomach. Pregnant. I was pregnant.
And the father was Ethan Blackwell.
"s**t," I whispered, tears filling my eyes.
"What have I done?”