Not Gone, Just Forgotten

Chapter 13

Chapter 13

Kadens POV

Hearing a crash outside wasn't what I expected when I came out the bathroom, especially when I remembered Feyre wasn't here. Rushing to get changed and run downstairs, there was already a crowd starting to from around the broken tree. I pushed through, knowing my mate was at the front. When I made it she was simply stood there staring at the stump that was left, her claws still protruding from her hands. 

Quickly grabbing her shoulders I turned her around to face me and moved my hands to her face, wanting her eye contact. The only emotion I could see on her face was shock, and I felt that it was being shown on mine as well. 

"What happened here?" It was Alpha Daniel, he had made his way through the crowd to us.

Feyre turned away from me and went towards the bark, inspecting the damage that was done. She was being completely oblivious to everyone talking around her, and watching what she is doing. 

"Talk to me. Why is your mate doing this?" I turned to face Daniel and his look of confusion was as obvious as mine.

"Honestly I don't know. I heard the crash and when I came downstairs she was here stood by the tree. And looking at it, I think she may have done this." His face showed no emotion so I quickly continued explaining. "I do however think it may possibly have something to do with her being the daughter of the Moon Goddess." With that he raised his eyebrows but said nothing.

I moved towards Feyre and picked her up from the ground, her arms and legs wrapped around me as her head nuzzled into my neck. She seemed shaken up from all of this and all I wanted to do was take her back to our room. Looking Daniels way I gave him a nod and started to move away.

"Everyone go back to your jobs, warriors help pick up the tree and remove the stump."

Movement started after Daniels command but I took no notice, I kept moving with Feyre towards the house.

"No. Please don't take me inside. I need to be outside, can we go into the forest. Please?" Feyre's question was pleading and it hurt my ears to listen, but I would do anything to try and make her better. Keeping her legs around my waist, I turned and headed into the forest. I knew exactly where to take her. 

She didn't move from my arms as we kept walking, not looking back or uttering a word. Eventually I started to get tired so I let Lucien take control, Feyre had gone to sleep for a bit so we placed her against a tree whilst my wolf took over. He carefully nuzzled into her neck to wake her up, she climbed onto our back and held on whilst I continued making my way through the forest. Feyre fell asleep on me again, her being peaceful and feeling safe enough with me to fall asleep was amazing. 

It had been about an hour of walking before we made it, well I made it, Feyre was still passed out. I gently opened the door to the little hut and paced towards the bedroom, still in wolf form with Lucien in control. We moved her to the bed and changed back, watching our mate sleep peacefully had calmed both of us after the deal with the tree. It was still something I didn't understand, but I was willing to wait for her to wake up. I made my way out the hut and sat by the lake.

This little spot was my paradise, I had found it when we first moved to this pack. With everything that was going on it could get quite overwhelming for me, so I needed that place to run to and think about my problems. It was a lake with a waterfall, surrounded by the beautiful pine trees that are only found when you head deeper into the forest. I made the hut 3 months after finding this place, realising I actually needed some place if I was to come up here. Sitting by the lake I waited patiently for my mate to wake up, watching the sun start to set over this extremely weird day.

Feyres POV

I woke to a room I didn't recognise, but refused to panic as the smell of my mate was surrounding me. I felt comforted and snuggled down into the bed, before realising my mate wasn't actually with me. Moving out of the room I took a look at where I was. A small hut was what I had woken up to, everything you needed was in here though, kitchen, living room and a single bedroom. I never wanted to leave this place. However, looking through the window I could see Kaden sitting by himself next to a lake, I immediately started to make my way to him.  

"I was starting to think you wouldn't wake up my love." Kadens voice was joyful as I sat next to him. We both faced the lake, staying in a comfortable silence. He wrapped his arm around my shoulders, pulling me closer and almost into his lap. 

"Tell me about this place. I mean it obviously wasn't a 'I just came across the place' deal." He smirked at my request, knowing that I won't let it go until he answers.

"I found this place when we first moved here, and when it was obvious that we would be here for a while I had the house built so I could stay out here. Getting away from the pack is a need for me sometimes, all the politics and planning. It gives me a headache. And not knowing if I would find my mate whilst I was here, I didn't exactly plan for anything to be added to the house for that." He smirked slightly at me, and I knew exactly what he meant.

I moved onto my knees and was in front of him, wanting to be looking into his eyes. All they held was love. Kaden pulled me in, moving my legs to straddle him. Keeping his hands on my thighs, I put my hands to his shoulders, not quite wanting to get into this just yet.

"You know we are going to have a talk, right? About who's hunting us and how we can get the pack back." Only a slight nod was the response I got. He obviously was in his own little world, with his eyes lingering on my mark.

I opened the bond to try and get a sense for his feelings, and what I felt was pure desire and love. Closing my eyes I had to get a control of my body, it was reacting from his touch alone. But closing my eyes was even worse. Lucien was sending images to us about what he wants to do, what he wants me to scream. I shivered slightly and opened my eyes, staring into Luciens glowing green ones. He had pushed Kaden away and currently had full control, I could tell by the claws that now extended from his hand and pushed slightly into my thighs. 

"Lucien" My voice was huskier than I thought it would be, which obviously affected him more than I thought too. He flipped us over and captured my lips, putting all of his desire into it. He wanted entrance, and I wasn't going to give in that easily. I wrapped my left leg around his right one, flipped us over, and legged it to the house. I made it to the porch before he picked me up and trapped me between himself and the wall, my back to his chest. 

"You should not run from an Alpha, pup, you know we love the chase." He whispered it into my ear, grazing my skin with his teeth. I chuckled at his statement though, which didn't seem to faze him. His lips had started to make their way down my neck, leaving his trail of bites. It was so hard to try and form any thoughts when he was doing this, all I could think about was him. 

"We...Still...Need...To talk." I was breathless, his assault on my neck was too distracting. He spun me around and picked me up, pushing into me further so I could feel his erection. My mind went blank after I felt him, knowing we weren't going to be talking tonight.

"Later." His response exactly what I thought it would be. Keeping me in his arms, he kicked open the front door and moved us towards the bedroom. "Right now, all I want to do is you." His lips met mine after he spoke, and I couldn't deny him this time. His wolf was more dominating than him, and honestly I didn't hate it. Lucien liked to be in control, Kaden liked it too, but he was a tad softer. For this particular moment I wanted my softer mate, needing his touch. 

It was almost like they could hear my thoughts when Kaden came back to me, keeping the claws on his right hand so he could cut my clothes away. They trailed down my front, cutting through my clothes so easily, grazing my skin ever so slightly. Once he had cut my clothes off, I decided to be less delicate. Taking the collar of his shirt in my hands I ripped it in two, not liking it on him anymore. However with his shorts I just pulled them off, not wanting him to lose another pair. It was fair now, both of us naked. He caught my lips again as my eyes had started to wander, my mate was stunning and I wanted to drink him in. 

He had complete control over everything, at this point I would willingly do whatever he asked of me. One of his hands were kneading my breast, whilst the other one was playing with my nub. My body had never reacted so much, and it seemed to encourage Kaden even more. His lips started to move their way down my body, stopping to bite my n*****s, sending electricity through my body to my core. He looked up at me and smirked, pushing me up so I was resting against the headboard. I opened my mouth to say something but all that left was a moan. He had licked up and started to suck on my c**t, making me completely lose it. From that action alone I had my release, and he was lapping up all my juices. 

Bringing his head back up, he had some of my juices on his chin. I grabbed his face and licked them off, receiving a low growl from him. As he kissed me again I could taste more of me, making me moan into his mouth. 

"You okay baby?" Kadens question was answered with a hum, not being able to form full sentences at the moment. He started to move his hips against mine, silently asking me if I was ready. I opened my legs more for him, desperately wanting him. He lined up to my entrance and slowly started to move in, not wanting to go to fast. Kaden was bigger than I had expected, and I winced slightly as he pushed further in. He noted the look on my face and stilled, which made it slightly worse.

"Please...Keep going." I wrapped my legs around his waist and back, pulling him in closer. "You're bigger than I thought, just please be a little gentle." His lips met mine as he pushed in further, finally filling me up. A slight frown was on his face, but after looking at me again it went away.

He started to pull out of me slowly, only leaving the tip in. I was panting already and we had barely done anything. Pushing back in, I noticed he was holding himself back slightly. I arched my back slightly, pushing into him as much as I could. I wanted to feel him so badly, he was still being soft with me though, asking if I was okay and if I was hurt. I mean it is so nice, but I just wanted him to fully be with me.

"f**k, please just f**k me." I was begging him at this point, his eyes not giving away anything. My left leg was pulled up to be over his shoulder, opening me up even more. His thrusts had stopped when I asked him to f**k me, but he remained in me. 

"You want me to f**k you?" I nodded in response to his words. Kaden held onto me harder, pushing my leg up even further. "Use you words when we are like this, you will not be pleased if you answer without them." He pulled out of me after this, making his point obvious.

"Yes." I could barely get the words out after the loss of him.

"Do you want me to f**k you?" He started to move my leg down with one hand, massaging my hip with the other.

"Yes." I didn't even think about the question, I needed him to be back in me. Satisfied with my answer he pulled me up to sit on him and slid inside me. We both moaned at the intrusion, and I loved how he felt inside me. I started to move against him, his hands on my hips guiding me. It was still slower, but I could feel he wasn't holding back. We were starting to get a little more wild by the time he flipped us over so I was under, his arms bringing my leg up to his shoulders again. 

"Fuck...Kaden please." He growled at my words, his thrusts picking up in tempo. He wanted me to come, but I didn't want to do it without him. "With me. c*m with me." His grunts and groans mixed with my moaning and occasional curses, they were pushing me to the edge. Both of us wanting the release. I felt Kaden start to twitch inside of me, knowing he was about to c*m. I pulled him closer to me and bit into his neck, over the mark. He almost roared in response before he bit into mine, the pleasure from our joining making both of us find release. 

Kaden collapsed half on me half on the bed, making me laugh at his poor display of stamina. I rolled him over and off me, reaching for the water on the bedside table. Both of us didn't say anything for a while, not wanting to break the atmosphere at the moment. 

Eventually I laid my head on his chest, and drifted off to a peaceful sleep.