Not Gone, Just Forgotten

Chapter 8

Chapter 8 

Feyre's POV

It had been a couple weeks since I'd moved in with Kaden, and everything was going smooth so far. We were bonding and I was meeting all of Kadens original pack members. They were so nice apart from one, Leila. Goddess I wanted to punch her in the face every time I saw her, but Kaden would never let me retaliate if she did something to piss me off.

I was in the kitchen when Daniel came in with his Luna Analise, she was a beautiful woman but quite small in stature although that didn't stop her fiery temper. 

"Good morning Feyre, how did you sleep sweetheart?"

Analise greeted me with a hug and made her way around the counter to start cooking breakfast for her mate.

"Not to bad, what with the racket that is known as Leila's singing coming from outside."

She seemed to make it a new habitat to go outside our bedroom window and sing to her hearts content for at least an hour. Although it always seemed to be love songs or songs about s*x, my initial thought that it was for Kaden and strengthened the longer she stayed outside and sang.

"I swear to god that girl is going to give everyone a migraine in the next day."

At Daniels reaction a chuckle escaped my lips, but I kept my head down and continued to eat as I knew Ana would be giving me a look. I heard them start to open the cupboards and fridge as they continued with their morning routing, whilst I continued to eat my cereal in peace. I never liked to have a big breakfast, it always seemed pointless when you could just have a bigger dinner instead. 

"Morning baby."

Kaden walked through the door from his morning training and gave me a kiss on the cheek as he sat down next to me. Every morning, wind or rain, he has training from 5 until 7, or 8 depending on how many wolves turn up for the training. Each time he would come back from training he'd be shirtless and would smell amazing, and each time Sierra would get so protective over her mate and jump into his arms. I was getting slightly better at controlling that urge, especially when he'd give me a little kiss and cuddle.

"How was training?"

Alpha Daniels question brought them both into a conversation about the state of their pack and who needs to work on what.  During their little conversation I remained sat down watching the Luna make breakfast for her and her mate. She gave me a small smile and at that gesture I put my bowl in the dishwasher and made my way out to the garden.

It had happened to be 30 minutes before Kaden found me, all washed and smelling fresh which was much appreciated for my senses. He sat down behind me on the grass and started to play with my hair, leaning into him I was quite content. 

"I wish we could stay like this forever, with not a care about anything."

Kaden had voiced my exact thoughts which had me snuggling into him a tad more. Looking over the garden of the packhouse, you could see children of all ages playing in both human and wolf form, their parents sat in groups gossiping whilst looking over their young. Watching on it was almost picturesque, which had me a little on edge as it seemed to be to peaceful. Kaden could feel my unease and quickly turned me around in his lap so i faced him. 

"What are you thinking of?"

I looked into his eyes as I voiced my thoughts. "That all of this, no matter how peaceful and beautiful it is won't last. That my past will catch up with me no matter how hard I run, and I don't want these people to suffer because of my decision. I mean look at them, they have their families with them and a bright future ahead of them. I can't risk their future for mine."

It seemed to compute with him as he looked around the happy pack and families, some of those probably being from his original pack as well. 

"These wolves, they have fought before, for their families and for their pack. And some of these wolves are from my pack, they would do anything to protect their Luna, even if they can't recognise her as such until we are safe." His words were calming to my ever flowing thoughts of pain and despair.

Putting my arms around his shoulders I nuzzled my face into Kadens neck, calming Sierra down as well as enjoying his company. Nothing could compare to the feeling of being with your mate, that was something my mother always told me. She longed for me to have a good mate and to be protected by them when the worst came from the world. Mother would be so happy to know I have Kaden, that I have someone who truly loves me even with my past.

I hadn't realised it was lunch time until Kaden picked me up, my legs wrapped around his waist and his hands holding my thighs as he took us inside. 

"How would you fancy spending some time upstairs?"

He froze at my question, trying to understand what I was hinting at. Raising his eyebrow at me, his eyes seemed to question what I wanted. Nodding my head I kissed his jaw and that seemed to be the only prompt he needed before running upstairs. I was laughing so hard whilst he closed the door to our bedroom and locked it, his eyes portraying amusement as he watched me try and gain my breath back from the laughter.

Stalking towards me his hands went to my hips, immediately the laughter had died on my lips, my breathing was heavy but not from the amusement, it was now from the anticipation of being with my mate. In the weeks that I had been with Kaden we hadn't done anything but kiss, that was because I asked if we could take it slow and he'd agreed like the gentleman he is. However, taking it slow for a werewolf is like waiting a day or two, not a week or two. He looked down at me like a predator that finally caught his pray. Moving my eyes to his lips I couldn't help biting my own, they looked so inviting and tasty, Goddess his whole body looked tasty. Hearing a groan from Kaden I looked up, only to be met in a forceful kiss. It was dominating and passionate, and in all honesty I absolutely loved it. Pushing against me, Kaden had me trapped against the wall, his hands running up from my hips to underneath my top. Without hesitating I broke our kiss, removed my top and his, and then brought our lips back together. Kaden pushed his body into me and I felt him against my stomach, Goddess how I wished I was taller so his erection was going against me properly.

It was almost like Kaden had heard my thoughts, his hands went down and grabbed my bum, lifting me up to wrap my legs around his waist. He pushed me into the wall again, but he added an extra movement and ground against me in the process. I moaned excitedly at the friction that came from this position, my lips had found his neck and were sucking and biting, leaving a trail of love bites from my attack. When I got to the crook of his neck, a shiver seemed to come from him, I immediately registered this as his weak spot and where I would mark him.

"Found your weak spot."

Kaden huffed at this but let his lips travel to my ear as he replied.

"It's only a weak spot because thats where your mark is supposed to go. I want you to do it you know, I want to be yours and I want you to be mine."

On his last word he moved his hips up, grinding his clothed erection against my c**t, and the friction alone had me getting wetter. I pulled against him, putting my lips back on his neck and letting my canines come out. I grazed my teeth against his skin and his breathing seemed to falter at that contact, licking the skin once I let my canines pierce his flesh. He called out for me and his erection seemed to get bigger if that was even possible, retracting my canines I licked the wound closed and grinned at my mate. We were going to be bonded for life and marking each other was the first step. 

After I'd licked his mark clean his hands made there way around to my back, working to unclasp my bra. He had a fascination with my breasts, but I don't care, to me they were always one of my best features. Freeing them, Kaden attacked my right breast, sucking and biting my n****e. Goddess he was amazing at that, he made me so wet just from the use of his mouth. I was losing patience with him and quickly pushed him away, wanting more. He had kept a hold of my thighs and brought me down with him to the floor, keeping me on top of him.

Kaden started to trail his lips up towards my neck, licking, sucking and biting my skin. He got to a specific point in the crook of my neck which made a loud moan escape my lips, chuckling he licked over it again. Not being able to cope with this teasing, I started to move over him, hearing him groan in anticipation but he kept his hands firmly on my hips, trying to stop my movements. He was still nipping at my skin until I groaned in frustration, then I felt his canines graze against me softly. I swear to the Goddess I had never felt anything more erotic in my life, his canines were teasing me, making me beg for his mark. Eventually he gave up and pierced my skin. Immediately there was pain but it was quickly removed by pleasure, and a hot sensation which travelled all the way down to my core.

Sitting up, I pushed myself down on to his erection, causing a very sexy groan to come out of Kaden. Teasing him a little more, I trailed my hands down his body to the beginning of his shorts, letting my fingers brush lightly against his stomach. His eyes had started to glow brighter and I knew his wolf wanted to surface, he wanted to be with his mate, and in all honesty I was wanting that too.