Time Flies

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The heavy oak doors of the royal library clicked softly shut, sealing off the sprawling rows of leather-bound ledgers and ancient maps. A month had passed since the morning Lanivia had screamed herself hoarse against the outer iron gates, and the frantic, skin-scraping anxiety that had once defined every breath Fionia took had slowly, reluctantly begun to thaw. In truth, the Alaric Palace was nothing like the suffocating, demanding cage of the Nauven estate. No one barked orders at dawn. No one hovered over her shoulder to inspect the dust on the wainscoting. The staff treated her not with fearful obedience, but with a quiet, unwavering reverence that still occasionally made her skin prickle with phantom guilt. She no longer scrubbed floors; she no longer stood over steaming washbasins until her fingers turned raw and red. Yet, old ghosts are not easily exorcised by silk gowns and vaulted ceilings. Muscle memory runs deeper than reason. Mid-afternoon sunlight streamed across the polished cherrywood desk in the private parlor, illuminating the dust motes dancing in the air. Fionia sat curled up in the corner of a deep velvet settee, a volume of botanical illustrations resting open in her lap. But her mind had drifted. Her gaze snagged on a stray, water-spotted porcelain teacup resting carelessly on the side table—left behind by a palace steward hours ago. Before her conscious mind could catch up, her body reacted. With a soft, automatic sigh, Fionia closed the book, set it aside, and stood up. She picked up the teacup, her fingers automatically reaching for the small linen cloth she used to keep tucked into her apron pocket. When her fingers found only empty silk, a sudden, fleeting frown touched her brow. Oh. Right. She walked out into the corridor, her bare feet silent against the thick woven runners. She wasn't supposed to be doing this. The kitchens were down three flights of stone stairs, manned by people whose entire profession was keeping the estate immaculate. Elvan had told her—repeatedly, with that quiet, terrifying intensity that always made her heart skip a beat—that she didn't belong to the chores anymore. Yet, as she wandered down the hall toward the service alcove, carrying the stray cup like a physical burden she couldn't quite put down, a quiet, hollow ache whispered in the back of her mind: If you aren't useful, what are you here for? The frantic hum beneath her skin wouldn't settle. To Fionia, stillness had never meant peace; it had always been the waiting period before the next demand, the calm before the storm of someone else's disappointment. Sitting idly in a velvet-lined parlor with her hands folded felt less like luxury and more like a trap. Her search for the stray teacup naturally spiraled. Within ten minutes, she had bypassed the kitchen entirely and slipped into the ground-floor utility alcove, emerging with a short-handled hearth broom and a folded linen cloth tucked desperately into the silver belt of her dress. By the time the late afternoon sun began to dip toward the jagged stone ramparts, she had found her way out to the eastern terrace. The crisp autumn air bit at her cheeks, but she barely felt it. Armed with the small brush, she busied herself sweeping stray pine needles and fallen petals off the massive flagstones—not because the terrace was dirty, but because the rhythmic, scratching sound of bristles against stone drowned out the quiet, nagging voice in her head telling her she didn't belong here. When the floorboards and stones were immaculate, she dropped to her knees near the winter jasmine beds, her bare fingers picking away dead leaves and stray weeds with a feverish, compulsive focus. Her hair had slipped from its pins, falling in dark waves across her face as she aggressively yanked a stubborn thistle from the damp earth. "If the head gardener catches you trying to usurp his entire department, he’s going to have a stroke." Fionia gasped, dropping the weed and nearly pitching forward onto her palms. She snapped her head up. Elvan was leaning against the stone archway of the terrace entrance, his broad shoulders blocking the golden slant of the setting sun. He had his military coat slung casually over one arm, his sleeves rolled up to the elbows, revealing the corded muscle of his forearms. His amber eyes were fixed entirely on her, carrying a mixture of deep, aching exasperation and a profound, quiet tenderness. He pushed off the stone pillar and walked over, his heavy boots crunching softly on the gravel path. Stopping right beside her kneeling form, he didn't offer a hand to pull her up; he simply crouched down to her eye level, ignoring the dirt threatening to stain his trousers. "You've swept a spotless stone clean twice, Fionia," Elvan murmured, his voice a low, gravelly hum that vibrated in the cool air. He reached out, his warm calloused fingers gently prying the tiny gardening trowel out of her white-knuckled grip and tossing it aside. "And you're tearing up the healthy roots along with the weeds." Fionia froze, her chest heaving slightly as she stared down at her dirt-smudged hands, a sudden wave of defensive embarrassment burning hot beneath her skin. "I... I just wanted to be useful," she whispered, her voice cracking slightly as she looked away, bracing herself for the inevitable irritation of a man who commanded armies. "I didn't have anything to do. Sitting in the parlor... it feels wrong." Elvan didn't scold her. He didn't sigh in frustration or tell her to act like a lady of the court. Instead, his large, steady hand reached out, his fingers wrapping gently around her chin to force her gaze back up to meet his. His amber eyes were entirely devoid of judgment, holding only an anchor of absolute, immovable patience. "You don't earn your keep by bleeding over weeds, Fionia," Elvan said softly, his thumb brushing a stray smudge of dirt off her cheekbone. "You survived a cage that demanded your labor just to justify your existence. But you aren't there anymore. You are here. With me." He held her gaze until the frantic panic in her chest slowly began to ebb, replaced by the warm, terrifying realization that he wasn't asking anything of her at all—except simply to exist. "Come inside," he murmured, his thumb still tracing the line of her jawline. "The sun's gone down, and I had the kitchens pack a meal for us by the hearth. No brooms allowed."
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