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Chapter 6 Bellamy

My sperm donor opened up the floodgates. I cam here to do my job to help my family and save my sorry ass of a sister. Do I think they deserve the expertise of mine of my teams. f**k no. But, my mother does and I have to have to follow orders so to speak. But I sure as s**t don’t have to like it.

I look over to my siblings and with my brother and team at my back I tell everyone what he said to my mother. This is the part my mother never wanted Blaze to know she knows he holds a unwavering hatred towards our father. He knows how crushed our mother was and still is. To this day we have never seen her move on, no dating, no one night stands nothing. She never allowed herself to move on, which honestly I don’t think she wanted to. And that hurt and sadness is because our mom is everything and any man would be lucky to have her.

I have to do this, not to crush him. Although I think it will. I think this will show his kids the kind of man he is or was and may still be. I don’t truly want to do it. But, the sick deserves it. Petty maybe, we’ll f**k that.

“Sorry sweetheart but you weren’t built for this life. You are weak and a man like me can’t have no weak women. The MC is my life and all I’ll ever be. That bastard your caring, you can get rid of it. Sorry the time we spent f*****g meant more to you then me.” I say I’m verbatim I’m sure you wonder how I know word for word. Because my mother told me. We share f*****g everything in this life. She is my rock as I am hers. I sigh rubbing my temples.

“And then you walked away, never looking back. You left my mother to the family.. . You have no idea the hell she had to crawl out of and you didn’t give a shit.”

I hear a growl behind me and I know Blaze is f*****g livid. I just pray he keeps it together. I’m deadly but my brother is a whole different animal all together like literally.

“You motherfucker, I new it growing up you turning your back in mom. But, f**k YOU. f**k YOU FOR TREATING HER LIKE THAT YOU PIECE OF s**t”

I walk over to my brother and put my hand on his cheek forcing him to take his eyes of of Prez and look at me. I have always since we were very small been able to calm him down by my touch. And in this moment I know he needs me to calm him. I look into his eyes and say

“Brother, I get it I do. You have every right to be angry to hate him. To hate this, but I need you to calm down and listen. Our mother god love her has her reasons for this. We have a job to do and we need to do it. Don’t let your anger blind you of what our goal here is”

He just stares into my eyes and I can see him calming himself. I know how hard this is for him. I hate it. But, it’s all necessary. Our moment is broken by Prez.

“Baby girl.. . I.. .” He at least he as the wherewithal to look ashamed, Good.

I take a deep breath and turn around. “Nope. Nuh uh Prez this isn’t going to go how you thought it was going to go. You destroyed her you took her innocence and f*****g ripped her heart out. I’m hear because of HER. I’m here because my mother has some stupid f*****g need to protect you. She has ALWAYS been in the background protecting YOU, your f****d up kids and your club. You don’t know this but it’s true”

I start pacing the room again. God I want out of this f*****g job, but I promised her. I promised to see this through. Even if I want to throttle the lot of them.

“Look, you had your reasons. I don’t like um, don’t respect um and give two shits about um. What you did.. . What you unleashed in Svetlana Petrov”

His quick intake of breath at the mention of my mother’s legal name was enough to know he new of the Widow Maker and that she is the daughter of the Ruthless Bratva boss of bosses. But at the time he didn’t know he had no clue. Why would he my mother is black. When my grandfather adopted my mother and uncles it sent the family into an uproar it was never done. You never bring outsiders into the family. But, grandfather had his reasons. And in the end my mother and uncles have proven again and again that they are worth it and deserving of their station within the family.

I truly don’t think Prez can truly grasp and understand fully what my mother has done for him and his club but he will.. . and soon. Until this moment he didn’t know that my mother could have helped, they could have been together. But it is what it is. The choices he mad are done and over never to repeated or changed.

“Yes, my mother is the Widow Maker. You turned her into that. She is the adopted daughter of Victor Petrov the Boss of Bosses in the Bratva”

I stopped and stared at him seeing the calculation in his eyes, the fear, anguish all of the emotions flitted through from one nano second to the next. He hasn’t truly made the other connections yet. And I hope he doesn’t at least for a while. I have to continue on with my story. Everyone needs to know him more than anyone.

“Papa was here in the state that day. The day she told you about us. Good she was so happy, when she told me the story about you two. I could tell how much she loved you.” I look in his eyes and see so much sadness. But, I continue on “She was going to introduce you to him. She was going to introduce the love of her life to her father. My Papa was not happy about her falling for an outsider and becoming pregnant. But, he loves my mother dearly and would do anything to ensure her happiness”

“Wait... wait...wait. You are apart of that Petrov family. Holy f*****g shit...Holly f*****g SHIIIIIT. When you step in it, you really step in it Prez”

I ignored Taz outburst and carried on he needed to know. My father needed to know what my mother did for him, honestly he should know all she’s done and will do for him. When we were younger she told said that one day we would want to know him. To understand him. I don’t know if I do or don’t at the moment. She said everything she does, yes is for him but for us and also will help the family in some way. Which is I’m guessing is the only way she’s able to do all that she does. But, that’s neither here nor there he has to hear it all.

“My Papa wanted you dead. When my mother came back to the hotel a mess. Crying hysterically. He had her to tell him the story everything you said to her. After she did he wanted to wipe out your entire MC and the Italians for what you and their mother did to my mine. After he calmed down my mother was able to convince him after she pleaded with him not to harm you or them. And that day she sold her soul to save your life.”

“What you didn’t know, is my mother new a lot more than you may have thought she did. She may not have fully been in the family but her brothers were and they were working a deal in the area. My mom was here as you know looking at schools” I’m so tired so I sit down so I can continue the story.

“My mom was able to convince the family she would be ok to be here alone and go to school. She just wanted to feel normal for a little while. No bodyguards no family obligation just a normal girl living her life and then she met you”

“I didn’t... I wanted her to have that picket fence and an easy life with a man that could give her everything. I... I thought I was saving her from this life. I didn’t know where she came I don’t know she was... That her family could have protected her. From what I new I just wanted to protect her. Beverly threatened her. Someone was following her, they broke into her home and destroyed everything. I got photos and it was overwhelming we were so young. Then Beverly came to me and threatened her. She threatened your mothers life. If I chose not to marry Beverly. I very believed she would follow through on that threat. I did what I though was right at the time. Jesus... they swore they would kill her. They swore it” His voice choked and trailed off

I can see the pain in his eyes. And I’m honestly sorry for it. They both made mistakes her for not telling him everything and home for not standing up for her. But, this is a job, personal as it may, be to HER to me it’s a job and I’m going to do it. Sigh shaking my head.

“So, back to the reason why we are hear.” I lean forward in my chair take a breath and put my head in my hands.

“We’ll get on with it then and leave” I hear Princess to my right and at this point I’m so f*****g done with her and her s**t. “My fathers club is the largest club on the East cost. We don’t need you or your family coming in here trying to save the day. We are f*****g more than capable of taking care of ourselves”

I hear more growls from behind me and I know my family is about to f*****g loose it on her ass and I’m honesty so close. So very very close to letting them. But I can’t. Even though there is more to us that meets the eye. But, I know my mother would be furious.

“That’s enough Princess, shut the f**k up im so goddamn sick and tired of your s**t. I’m sick of cleaning up your messes. We don’t f*****g know everything. We didn’t know about our parents and their mother or the consequences. So shut the actual f**k up and GODDAMN LISTEN, for once in your ungrateful ass life” Well damn big brother is definitely not in the mood. I can tell by the utter shock on everyone’s face Bull rarely ever raises his voice or gets on his sister about her s**t attitude. Good for him.

But I’m undeterred. I need them I need her to know and understand the gravity of the situation that they are in.

“Dominique Rossi, I’m not sure if your familiar with him. His family is the original and controlling family of the Italian mod. They are based out of Italy, obviously having ties to the families here in the U.S. His family is the original family that had the contract to marry a Berlusconi daughter. With your mother Beverly getting Pregnant, with Bull.” I look over to him the return my attention bac to Princess. “Dominiques father is the Don of Dons as angry as he was to find out his intended was pregnant with someone else’s child. He to disposed Beverly as much as she did him and he and his family worked out a deal to transfer the contract to the daughter and son.” Princess sucks in a breathe hopefully she’s getting it.

“You need to know that Dominique is crazy as I told Taz he’s psychotic when it comes to what he perceives as his. He’s had two girlfriends end up in the hospital and one disappear without a trace. So here me when I tell you. YOU would not survive him.” I convey with my eyes the truth of my words.

She jumps up. Apparently I wasn’t paying attention while telling them what I know. At some point Taz made his way over to the coach and was standing next to Princess. Not sure if it was to ensure her safety from us or to prevent her from further making an ass of herself. She grabs Taz and hugs him and begins to sob. I roll my eyes. This girl is so damn dramatic. I get it, it’s a lot to take in. But, they way she acts you’d think she’d boss the f**k up. Guess not.

I look back to Prez letting the little drama queen have her moments. God I really don’t like her.

“As I was saying. The contract is still in effect. My mother has been watching everything play out and had us on assignment the last three months. Our job is to ensure She.. . “ pointing to Princess. “Doesn’t get picked up. Mom realized that Beverly would allow it to happen from the correspondence we’ve acquired. And she would let it happen without your knowledge or warning. From our understanding if it doesn’t happen, it’s the families last straw. The Rossi family isn’t giving a third chance. If it doesn’t go through her husband Alessandro Ferrari and the Berlusconi family would loose everything. To them the sacrifice of one to benefit the families is worth it.” I give him a this is what you choose dude look.

He takes a few breaths he looks at each of us. I can see the fight in him, the anger for his daughter and the betrayal of what his ex wife is allowing to happen. “So, what’s the plan for you being here and preventing this from happening?”

I’m glad he’s calmed the f**k down. Us having it out was necessary and a long time coming. So I’m glad we are getting down to business. “My brother will go over logistics, upgrades and protections. I worm you now. He isn’t like me. He can’t separate his hatred for you and the job. So… just.. . just stay out of his way and give him time”

He nods and looks over to his kids and then back to me. “I appreciate you, you mother and your team for bringing this to us. Despite everything I do want to get to know you” he looks passed me to Blaze. “The both of you. It may be to soon. But we are family and I’m happy to work together to resolve all of this and keep my girl safe. Even if you all don’t believe she’s worth it”

Blaze steps forward and with a growl “I get it, your appreciation is noted. But, my sister has been through enough for one day. She needs to rest. All of this is a ticking time bomb and it’s going to be a difficult few months for all of us. I’ll get with you tomorrow to discuss logistics. With whom ever you designate as my contact.”

He grabs me by my shoulders turning me and leading me out of the broken door. He stops before we exit the room. “If you are anyone else in this club disrespect my sister or mother again I will slit there throat and not feel an ounce of remorse about it”

And with that we leave and make our way back to our hotel.