Theo I'm antsy, ready to be doing something constructive. Hurry up and wait is what it seems like all we have been doing, I get it, but it just feels like we're not getting anywhere. Mom and Dad's disappearance is taking its toll on me. I've tried so hard to hold it together for the girls, but I feel it coming. I'm about to lose it. I just want to punch something. Teagan and Diego are off somewhere, so are Colt and Tatum, and here I am. s**t, this is weird. Before the boyfriend-girlfriend stuff came into the picture, I'd be off with Colton and Diego. We'd be scoping out the chicks, but now I'm stag. I check in with Grandma and Grandpa who have calmed down considerably since we first snuck off. I text Lauren and while I wait for her response, I decide to head down to the hotel gym to let

