Bonded

Chapter 5

Opening the door to her room, Daisy led her inside. Sarah turned to Daisy reaching out for the girl's hand.

"I'm sorry, Daisy." Sarah said with tears running down her cheeks, "I didn't want this to happen."

Daisy pulled her hand away from Sarah, "I will bring you some dinner, Mistress." Daisy said coldly, not look at her. She stiffly turned around and walked out of the room closing the door.

Sarah stood stunned by Daisy's cold demeanor. She wished Daisy would have hit or yelled at her. She made the servants suffer this day. She threw herself onto her bed crying for Thomas, Jason, and Joshua. She was to blame for everything that happened today. Feeling mentally and physically exhausted by the day's events, Sarah passed out into an uneasy sleep.

Lilith walked into her quarters and smiled. Joshua sat bound to a chair with her personal servant, Mathew standing next to him with a knife to his throat. Joshua looked at Lilith with a defiant gaze. She saw the gaze falter when he saw the blood all over her dress and face.

'It is going to be fun breaking his spirit.' Lilith thought as she smiled down at him.

Joshua had the feeling that he was mouse cornered by a snake, ready to eat him. It sent a chill down his spine as this evil woman observed him. Swallowing he mustered some courage to speak.

"Where is Sarah?" Joshua demanded trying to keep the fear out of his voice.

"Oh she will be visiting us shortly." Lilith answered walking up to him.

"What...what do you mean by that?" Joshua stammered.

"I don't want to ruin the surprise, Joshua. Where is the fun in that?" Lilith explained, "You will see. Now sleep."

Lilith flicked Joshua on the forehead. Joshua's eyes closed and he slumped forward in the chair, held up by his restraints.

"Mathew," Lilith said addressing her servant, "Please prepare Joshua and have a servant fetch Sarah. Now I must bath before tonight."

"As you command Deputy Headmistress." Mathew acknowledged pulling the knife away from Joshua's throat.

Sarah opened her eyes she knew something was strange. She appeared to be floating above a woman lying in the grass in an open forest. The woman had on white gown. Her hair was golden in color and she had hazel eyes. Sarah confused at first and then opened her eyes wide in shock.

'That woman is me?' Sarah thought feeling a chill run down her spine, 'But she looks older somehow.'

It took a moment, but Sarah realized that the older Sarah's dress had blood splattered across it. The woman took short ragged breaths and stared up into the open canopy of the forest. Sarah had the oddest sensation that the older Sarah was staring at her with gold-flecked eyes.

'That is impossible.' Sarah thought, 'This is a dream...is it?'

She watched the older Sarah mouth something. Sarah could not understand what she was saying. The older Sarah mouthed something again, but slower this time. Sarah's heart leaped into her throat and cold sweat broke out all over her body. She understood what the older Sarah had said.

"Watch and learn Sarah. You must remember your past in order to survive the future." The words came out without sound.

'Why did she say that? Why can't she get up?' Sarah thought horrified.

Then Sarah saw why she could not get up. The older Sarah was pinned to the ground with stakes driven into her wrist deep into the ground. She watched as the older Sarah's body trembled in pain. Her hands flexed involuntarily from the pain as if she felt the same thing.

Suddenly dark cloaked figures emerged from the forest, making a circle around the older Sarah. Sarah saw thirteen in all. One dark cloaked figure stepped forwards in front of the older Sarah. She watched as the person withdrew a dark glassy looking knife from her cloak. The knife looked ancient and she felt the cold sweat running down her back.

'That knife is familiar.' Sarah thought frozen in fear for the older Sarah.

Sarah could not see any of the cloaked figures faces, but she knew they were women. The shape of their bodies and the voices gave it away. They started to chant. They seemed to be chanting in a strange language. It seemed to be musical in nature, but for some reason Sarah understood what they chanted.

"Azazel, watcher, fallen lord, Nephilim rise, come forth from the darkness and into the light." The cloaked figures chanted. They repeated the chant several times, the tempo rising and falling.

"Please you don't have to do this." The older Sarah pleaded, her voice filled with sorrow and pain, "You don't know what you are doing. Releasing the Nephilim will only bring destruction upon us."

"It must be done." The knife-wielding person said. Somehow, the voice sounded familiar to her, but was difficult to determine because of the chanting.

"There is another way." The older Sarah cried out, trying to break free of her bonds.

Unexpectedly an arrow struck the older Sarah in the heart. Sarah cried out in dismay as she watched herself die. It was an odd sensation watching your death repeatedly. Then she saw the peaceful smile on the older Sarah's face.

"Thank you." The older Sarah mouthed before she closed her eyes and let out her last breath.

Sarah watched as the cloaked women faded into the forest. She felt herself sink to the ground. She dropped to her knees next to the older Sarah and cried. Out of the corner of her eye, she saw a shadowy figure standing next to her. Startled by the person standing next to her she screamed falling to her side. The figure took no notice of her and knelt next to the older Sarah.

Sarah watched as the figure cloaked in forest green gently pulled the stakes from the older Sarah's wrist. He removed them with care as if he loved this woman. The very act of removing the stakes sent tremors of phantom pain up Sarah's wrists. Confused by the pain, Sarah looked down at her own wrist, but saw nothing.

The forest green cloaked figure, gently lifted up the older Sarah as if carrying a sleeping loved one to bed. The act caused pain in Sarah's heart for the loss of his love. He quickly slipped into the forest. The man looked around scanning the area and saw tears in his golden eyes.

'I know him?' Sarah thought as everything when black.

Sarah awoke suddenly at the feeling of something rubbing her back. She opened her eyes to see a lit candle sitting on her desk. Turning her puffy eyes, she saw her mom sitting on the edge of the bed. Her mom had a sad look in her eyes as she rubbed Sarah's back.

"What are you doing here?" Sarah croaked her voice feeling scratchy.

"I wanted to check up on you my dear." Celestia answered, "You have had a trying day."

"I had another dream." Sarah said, "I was older and this time I was staked to the ground."

"They seem to be coming more frequently." Celestia said softly brushing back Sarah golden hair from her face.

"Why is this happening to me?" Sarah asked staring back at the candle.

"They can't go on forever," Celestia answered, "They will stop soon, I promise."

Sarah thought her mom was avoiding the question.

"That was wrong what you did today to those servants." Sarah said glancing up at her mom.

"I know you suffered today my daughter." Celestia said, "Everything happens for a reason. Now roll over so I can put a cold cloth over your eyes."

Sarah rolled over onto her back. Her mom placed the cloth over her eyes. The cold cloth felt wonderful against her puffy, tired eyes. Sarah lied still not saying a word. She remembered what the older Sarah had said, 'Watch and learn. You must remember the past to survive the future'.

"Mom I said something to myself in the dream." Sarah spoke up and repeated the saying.

Her mom was quiet for a moment before she spoke, "What do you think it means?"

"I not sure, but I believe my dreams are connected and something bad is going to happen soon." Sarah answered.

"Maybe you are afraid of turning twenty-one and becoming a sister of the Covent." Her mom offered, "All the sisters feel this way."

"I'm not sure." Sarah sighed, "Are Jason and Thomas okay." Sarah changed the subject.

"Yes, Sister Rachael is looking after them." Celestia responded.

"The servants hate me now."

"They are mad at you right now, but they will get over it."

"This did not have to happen."

"Sarah, it did have to happen. You need to understand that the world is filled with evils."

"Joshua is not evil." Sarah blurted out.

"I know that I'm not going to change your mind." Celestia sighed, "Please sit up and eat dinner with me."

Sarah wanted to be stubborn and refuse, but her stomach growled, as she smelled the food. Sitting up, she removed the compress from her eyes. Her eyes felt better. She picked up an apple from the plate and took a bite. Her mom watched her with a smile on her face.

"What?" Sarah mumbled with a piece of apple in her mouth.

"I still see you as the baby, I brought here so long ago." Celestia sighed.

"I'm a woman now, mom." Sarah replied.

"I know that and I must take that into consideration." Celestia answered. "Well I have other matters to attend to, please eat." Celestia stood up.

Sarah stood up and hugged her mom, "I love you mom."

"I love you too dear. Now finish you dinner." Celestia said hugging Sarah back.

Celestia stopped hugging her and Sarah let go. Sarah watched her mom leave and then when back to eating her small dinner. After finishing her meal, Sarah used the cloth to wipe off the bloody streak that had dried on her cheek. Tears filled her eyes again as she thought about Jason and Thomas. Taking a deep breath, she willed herself not to cry. A soft knock on her door, interrupted her thoughts.

"Come in." Sarah said.

The door opened and a servant, who was not daisy walked into the room.

"Where is daisy?" Sarah asked.

"Daisy is sleeping, mistress," The young girl responded with her head bowed, Deputy Headmistress Lilith request your presence."

"Why?" Sarah asked with a cautious tone.

"She did not say why," The girl replied, "but she did say that if you do not come. I will be punished." The young girl trembled.

Heat flushed Sarah's cheeks as anger flooded into her. 'How dare she threaten this little girl?' Sarah thought. 'Would she really hurt this little girl?' Sarah clenched the cloth in her hands.

She walked pass the young girl. She walked fast down the empty hallways. Her bare feet echoing off the stonewalls. The Covent seemed eerily quiet and dim in the evening. Sarah could not remember the last time she had walked the passageways at night. She saw Lilith's door ajar as she walked towards her room.

'I am going to make her regret those threats.' Sarah thought, 'I must be strong.'

She stepped up to the door ready to open it up when her hand froze. She heard a man groan from within and Lilith spoke.

"I bet she never did that for you?" She heard Lilith say followed by a loud groan.

Sarah quietly looked through the opening in the door and saw light coming from the other room. Sarah quietly crept into the first room and cautiously walked towards the bedroom door, which stood ajar. She gasped in shock and quickly covered her mouth. Sarah saw the lower half of a naked man tied to Lilith's bed. She also saw a naked Lilith leaning over the man's organ. Lilith licked the man's shaft with her tongue as the man thrust his hips upward.

Sarah did not know what to do. She stood frozen in place as Lilith took the man's organ in her mouth. The man groaned loudly as Lilith lowered her head down, taking his shaft deep into her mouth. Sarah watched as Lilith lifted her head and then swallowed part of his shaft. She repeatedly moved her mouth up and down the shaft as the man strained against his bonds.

Sarah felt warning bells go off in her head. This did not feel right. Slowly she started to back up and then she bumped into something. Freezing in terror, she slowly turned her head and saw a male servant standing behind her. She knew him as Mathew, Lilith's personal servant. Mathew grabbed wrapped an arm around Sarah in a vice like grip. He placed one big hand over her mouth to keep her from screaming.

"The mistress wants you to watch or that man dies." Stephen whispered into her ear in a menacing voice. He held her close to the door so she could watch.

'This was a trap.' Sarah thought.

Lilith took the man's organ out of her mouth and glanced towards the door. She saw that Stephen had done his job well.

'Now it is time to destroy her pure heart.' Lilith thought as she light stroked the throbbing member with her hand.

Lilith put her mouth back over the head and sucked him in deeply. She felt the man's young body tense and strain against her as she took more of him in her mouth. She felt his member throb and pulled him out of her mouth.

"Oh not yet my dear boy," Lilith teased, "We are not done yet."

Sarah watched in horror and felt her own body responding to the scene. She watched as Lilith climbed over the man, letting his hardness slide between the valley of her breasts. Lilith wrapped her breasts around the shaft and let the man move his hips as he thrust his organ in and out of her breast. Lilith leaned over and licked the head as it appeared from between her breast. Sarah's breathing grew heavy and her n*****s harden from the scene. She still could not move as Mathew held her tight.

Lilith released his shaft and the man groaned in disappointment. Slowly she crawled up his body until his shaft rested between her legs. She felt the head touching her lips, but moved when he tried to thrust. She teased the young fool for a moment. Slowly lowering and then lifting to prevent him from entering her.

"You want to put it in me." Lilith said in a husky voice, "You want to slide your shaft deep in me."

Lilith grabbed the man's shaft and positioned it. She slowly lowered her hips, letting his member spread and fill her. She controlled how much of his shaft would enter her. Sarah heard the man groaning loudly and his muscles tensed as Lilith lowered onto the shaft. Sarah felt something hard press up against her. She stiffed as Mathew pulled her closer to his body, his bulge pressing against her bottom. She felt Mathew move his arm a bit, so the forearm rubbed against her hard n*****s. Sarah kept her lips closed, holding back a moan.

Lilith lowered herself all the way down, until the entire shaft was deep in her. Lilith smiled and saw out of the corner of her eye that Mathew was enjoying the show too. She saw him moving his hips slightly as he pushed against Sarah. Lilith lifted her hips and then slowly lowered herself down on him again. She saw that Sarah was terrified and it excited Lilith.

Sarah let out a gasp as Mathew grabbed her breast hard with the n****e between his fingers. He squeezed her breast hard and Sarah cried out in pain.

"I have always wanted to taste you my dear." Mathew whispered into her ear and he licked her earlobe.

Sarah feeling revolted tried to move her head, but Mathew held her close. She heard the man in the bedroom groaning as Lilith plunged herself onto his shaft. She heard the light smacking sound of skin against skin and the heavy breathing in her ear from Mathew as he grinded himself against her.

Sarah's eyes when wide when Mathew forced a finger into her mouth, he moved it in and out of her mouth to the tempo of Lilith's movements. She did the only thing that felt right. She bit down hard on his finger. Mathew screamed in agony, as Sarah tasted warm blood in her mouth. She let go as Mathew released his grip and shoved Sarah into the bedroom.

Sarah stumbled into the room falling to the ground. Mathew grabbed her hard by her hair and yanked up. She cried out in pain and saw Lilith looking at her. Mathew hauled Sarah to her feet.

"Mathew," Lilith said as she grinded her hips, "You were supposed to hold the girl, not molest her. I was going to let you have her later."

"I'm sorry mistress," Mathew apologized, "I forget my place."

Sarah looked at the young man tied to the bed and saw to utter disbelief and shock that is was Joshua. He had his arms tied to the bed and he had pleasure on his face as Lilith made short movements on his shaft.

"Joshua," Sarah whispered in disbelief.

Joshua seemed to wake from a trance and looked around wildly. He did not know where he was and saw Lilith's servant holding Sarah by the hair.

"Sarah," Joshua shouted, "What is going on?"

"You are having s*x with me, my young man." Lilith laughed tightening herself around his shaft.

Joshua groaned loudly and Sarah tried to turn her head away. She felt her heart break and disgusted by what they were doing.

"No." Joshua cried out, "Sarah, no."

"Look Joshua," Lilith moaned as she pushed down hard on his shaft, "She hates you. You disgusted by you because you want to be deep in me and not in her. You want to spill your seed deep in me." She laughed.

Joshua tried to resist. He tried to move, but the bonds held him tight. He felt his shaft throbbing deep in Lilith.

'Oh dear god,' Joshua thought, 'Don't make me do this.'

"God can't help." Lilith panted as she slammed down on his shaft reading his thoughts, "I feel you throbbing in me, pour yourself into me, young stud." Lilith moved faster on his shaft.

Sarah kept her eyes adverted, but heard the groaning and the smacking sounds. She closed her eyes tightly as she heard Lilith cry out in pleasure and Joshua groan.

Lilith kept her hips firmly planted against his as he spilled his seed in her. She saw him crying and smiled at the misery and torment on his face. She looked over at Sarah and was delighted to see the same expression on her face.

"Oh Sarah," Lilith crooned, "He is just a man after all and all men want to be pleased. Let her go Mathew."

Mathew released his grip on Sarah's hair. Sarah looked up at Lilith as she squeezed her muscles causing Joshua to groan loudly. Sarah pushed Mathew hard, causing him to stumble backwards and fall over a chair. Sarah saw her moment, fled the room and out into the empty passageway.