Chapter Three
315 Words
3 JUST TRUST ME AND EVERYTHING WILL BE OK
he put me inside of this place where no one goes anymore. It is very lonely here and hard to stay. Awake. my eyelids feel frozen shut. Every day I disappear more and more from your view steadily becoming transparent. do you believe I will no longer exist if you turn and look the other way.
journal entry #4
today was a relatively calm day all in all. we slept mostly to the point of boredom. Around dusk gil brought rob work and it started the fighting. I wanted avoid the situation so i begged rob to take me to the corner store but he would not listen. my anxiety got so bad i started crying and walked out the door and down the street. halfway i got scared the cops would get me and turned around. eventually rob came outside and we went pinging. now we are back and so is the stress.
sonnet #1
the first i ever commanded
one empty heart
one swollen face
two lovers died
never again to embrace
we pray they find someone to hold
as they did one another
like the best story ever told
but one was unspoken
the other uncontrolled lashes of her tongue
he lost his want to sweep her away.
she would cut her tongue out to make him stay.
he never knew she was only his
she never believed he truly wanted her
they could not get past jealously life would serve
instead the gave up on one another
he refused to put her first
she failed to silence her tongue
her curse it was that took their life away
happiness now seemed so far away
apart they could not exist more than a few days
so he grew tired and angry which made him give up
and she died inside without his love
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