Chapter Seven
328 Words
7 THE PSYCH WARD
After arriving in an ambulance,
I ranted and raved til 3 am hallucinating
In my delirium.
No drugs.
No Rob.
No outdoor punishment.
I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder in and
Out of psychosis.
Doctor ruled out schizophrenia.
I have a condition that is situational.
Please do not piss me off because I can always plead
Insanity.
Journal Entry #6
Today is Easter Sunday and I am guessing no one knows I am in here. I cannot remember any phone numbers. Robert hates me now and this relationship is so toxic. I need to get out of it, but I do not know where to begin. It seems every time I get away he calls me to come back home. I still love him but I know it is bad for me. I am so depressed by my life. My kids are so far away.
It is 2:10 pm and I am craving coffee. I told the nurse to give me weak caffeine. Now I am going to wash my face.
Poetic Inference #2
The Empathy Diaries
Imagine a woman who was so caring every soul that crossed her path felt her heart. Now what if that woman gave birth to two children that were interlockedbto her emotionally and mentally. Jamie, Paige, and Deacon
were three humans with the ability to cross their own humanistic barriers to seek out one another in times of need or emergency. The children could always look in at their mother to feel safe when she physically was unreachable.
Sonnet #2
It is without choice.
It is flat lining.
It will avenge every titan.
We can not control it.
I am sure my children will do so
Before me since they have grown up
With it.
As far as me, it was a sneak attack.
I am learning quickly even though
I fail to see what is being taught.
It is necessary because of my love for my children.
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