A Meth Induced Tribulation

Chapter One

1 The Soul mate

I want to be with you yet, I am selfish and too focused on myself to give up everyday things. You say I treat you badly but I see nothing wrong. I am loyal to the bone but I want the freedom to go where I want and hang out with who I want. Is this so wrong? I mean maybe I am not ready or really do not care as much as I force myself to believe. I am indecisive to different partners, wanting them only when it is convenient.

Satirical Journal Entry #1

Attempting Suicide:

Just The Beginning!

If I killed myself today would anyone notice? Would anyone be at my funeral?

If so, would they come just ot give themselves peace(piece) of mind over all the things they took from me?

I guess better late than never!

Hmmm..........

A corpse could always use a loan or a shoulder to cry on.

I wonder how I would be dressed?

Ah....... maybe somehow right before I die, I could mangle my face so, my casket would stay closed.

-Less opportunity for more disappointment that way.

If I killed myself today all chaos in my mind would end.

I would be in hell for sure

But I know that all this torture on earth would be forgotten.

Yet one question remains.

Is it worth the damnation?

Yes! I am a selfish b***h.

TMJ'S A MOTHERFUCKER

One time I locked up .

Hinges become loose and

My jaw swung off set.

The demon friend of mine

Said, "I was in the wrong place and time".

So I walked backwards till

I was no longer in the spotlight.

They booed, they yelled, they came, they attacked!

All because of the hearsay.

Thank God my jaw was f****d up.

No here say there.