Elena's World

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The apartment was silent except for the soft hum of Lucas's nebulizer in the living room. Elena stood in the small kitchen, her fingers clenching on the edge of the counter while she stared down at the stack of medical bills. They seemed to breed overnight, each envelope a little heavier than the last. She shut her eyes and let out a slow breath, but the tension in her chest didn't ease. “Mom?” Lucas’s small voice called out from the living room, muffled by the mask he wore. Elena quickly pushed the bills aside and grabbed a glass of water. “I’m here, sweetheart.” She came into the living room and was arrested by the picture he made: Lucas, his legs crossed, wrapped in his favorite blanket on the couch; a mop of wet dark curls-framed perspiration that dotted his forehead-his pale complexion serving to extend the size of his green eyes. His weak smile flashed for her despite the nebulizer covering his mouth and nose. Elena readjusted the nebulizer mask, making sure it was fitted on properly. "How's your breathing, baby?" "Better," Lucas said, without much enthusiasm. She kissed his forehead. "Good. Only a few more minutes with this thing, and you can go to bed, all right?" "Alright, Mom. She stood, her gaze falling on the small dining table where her latest painting lay, half-finished. The strokes of orange and red danced vibrantly across the page, as if mocking her-the stark contrast to gray, her reality. Painting had once been her respite, her way of pouring emotions onto a canvas. Now it was a necessity-a means to keep Lucas alive. After having laid Lucas down to sleep, Elena went back into the kitchen. She remembered when Lucas was still attending school. He had loved his kindergarten class, always coming home with stories about his friends and the games they played. By the time he reached six years, his health had worsened, and his teachers were getting worried about his absences. Elena," Mrs. Peters, the school counselor, had said gently during one of their meetings. "I understand how much Lucas loves being here, but we have to consider what's best for him. He needs more care than we can provide." Elena had nodded, blinking back tears. Deep down, she had known it was true, but hearing it aloud had still felt like a punch to the gut. Homeschooling Lucas had been an adjustment, to say the least. Their small apartment became a makeshift classroom, with flashcards taped to the walls and stacks of books crowding the already-limited counter space. Elena had poured over lesson plans late into the night, determined to give Lucas as normal an education as possible. But there were days-many days-when it felt impossible. "Elena, I don't know how you do it," Mia had said one evening as she sat with her cup of tea. Elena had shrugged, exhaustion etched in her eyes. "I don't have a choice. He depends on me." "And who do you depend on?" Mia had asked as her eyes widened with concern. Elena hadn't answered. Truth was, Elena depended on nobody. She just couldn't afford to. Now, with a paintbrush in hand as she sat at the dining table, she replayed that conversation in her head. She plunged her brush into vibrant blue and dragged it across the canvas with a huge stroke. With every stroke, there came a little relief-a way of siphoning some of that heavy feeling inside her and transforming it into beauty. "Mom?" Elena turned to see Lucas standing in the doorway, clutching his inhaler. What's wrong, sweetheart?" she asked, setting the brush immediately into its water plate. "I had a bad dream," he mumbled, still shaking. She crossed to scoop up the child into her arms, carrying him to his bed again. "What was it about?" "There was a great big storm," he whispered, cuddling in closer into her. "And I couldn't find you. Elena’s heart ached. She stroked his hair, whispering soothing words. “I’m always here, Lucas. I’ll never leave you.” As he drifted back to sleep, she stayed by his side, watching his small chest rise and fall. Moments like this reminded her why she fought so hard. The next morning, Elena woke up early to make Lucas's favorite pancakes. She hummed softly while working, trying to focus on the little things that brought him joy. When he finally came to the table, his face lit up at the sight of the syrup-laden stack waiting for him. "Thanks, Mom," he said, his voice stronger than it had been the night before. "You're welcome, baby." She sat across from him sipping her coffee while he ate. Halfway through breakfast, her phone buzzed. It was a text from Mia. *How are you holding up? Let me know if you need anything.* Elena smiled at her friend's thoughtfulness but didn't respond. Mia had a family to look after, too, and Elena didn't want to be a burden. After breakfast, she helped Lucas with his homeschooling lessons. They did some simple math problems and read a storybook about a boy who wanted to fly to the moon. Lucas's imagination seemed boundless, and Elena loved seeing him light up with excitement as he learned. But later that afternoon, he began to visibly tire. Kicking back onto the couch with his blanket tucked up close, Elena went back to painting. She tried to get herself consumed by colors, but her mind would not stop wandering back to the gallery and to that surprise encounter with Dominic. She hadn't even told Mia that she had seen him. Those piercing green eyes, the questions he had asked-her mind kept replaying his memory, and she had thought she could keep her past buried, but now it felt like it was digging its way to the surface. Elena returned to her painting, her mind racing. Dominic's reappearance stirred something in her, something she wasn't quite ready to face. She had built her world around safeguarding Lucas, but that world suddenly felt fragile. As she added the final strokes to her canvas, a wave of determination washed over her. No matter what happened next, she was going to do whatever it took to keep Lucas safe.
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