11. Flowers of Hell
Alexus Richard’s words made me feel as though I was under a Paralysing-Spell. Was Lea carrying my child? She wanted to tell me that when she came to see me. But I didn’t even let her speak at first, and then I called her Elisa. I called her by my former lover’s name. It was such a childish faux pas. Being able to have feelings, once again, obstructed all my thoughts and fogged my very sense of reality for a second. I didn’t care about Elisa, she was only the ghost of my last feeling. My unconsciousness took me to the memory of her, as my emotions switched on, woke up under Lea’s kisses, under her love. I exhaled sharply frustrated, irritated. “Do you know where she is?” I asked the fairy. He must know something, that fairy was always following her around like a tantony
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