Chapter Three: Saying It Out Loud
Impatience. Curiosity. Panic.
So many emotions ran through me at once.
I finally gave in and picked up my phone to check if she had replied.
There it was.
Notifications from Kiera.
My heart skipped a beat.
I opened the messages.
Kiera: Hey, calm down, sweetie. No need to get so worked up. I totally understand. Honestly… I’ve had my suspicions for a long time.
Kiera: I don’t judge you or see you any differently. You are—and will always be—my best friend. My sister, even. Well… not from the same mum, but you get what I mean 😅
Kiera: I feel so honored to be the first person you told.
I hope I am—if not, you’ll experience my wrath 😡
Kiera: Just kidding 😅😅
Kiera: And I’m honored to be your crush.
You have good taste 🫣😹
Kiera: You’re right, I’m straight. But just because I don’t feel the same way doesn’t mean anything changes between us. I can’t hate you for being you.
Kiera: I love you, sweetie. I always will. So stop saying you’re not normal… it hurts me.
Tears streamed down my face uncontrollably as I read her messages.
I felt… everything at once.
Relief.
Happiness.
Acceptance.
It was overwhelming—in the best way possible.
I didn’t even know how to name the feeling.
All I knew was… I felt lighter.
Violet: Thank you so much, bestie. You don’t know what your message just did to me. I feel so much lighter. Thank you… for accepting me.
Kiera: Don’t mention it, it’s normal.
By the way… it’s not every day someone has a lesbian bestie 😂
I burst out laughing, my mood lifting instantly.
Violet: You’re crazy 😹😹😹
Kiera: Back at you 😹
We kept texting after that. I told her about Aliya, about everything I had been holding in.
We spent the rest of the night laughing, teasing each other, and just… being us.