Chapter Six: Something About Her
Curiosity got the best of me, so I checked out her profile.
Her description read: she was aromantic and just looking to make friends.
I felt a small wave of disappointment. That wasn’t exactly what I was hoping for.
But my smile quickly returned when I saw her profile picture.
It was an anime.
I opened her messages.
Sakura: Hello, how are you doing?
Sakura: Are you really an anime girl or did you just put that?
It felt a little awkward, but I smiled and replied anyway.
Motoko: Hi, I’m good. What about you?
Motoko: If “otaku” rings a bell, then you’ll know I’m not posing 😉
Sakura: I’m good. How’s your day going?
Sakura: Oh, you’re an otaku. That’s cool then.
I laughed softly at that.
Motoko: Well… it just got interesting. What about yours?
Motoko: My turn—do you listen to K-pop?
Sakura: The usual. I’m not complaining though, it’s kinda cool.
Sakura: Honestly, I don’t know if I have. I’ve heard people talk about it, but I never really bothered to check it out.
Motoko: Oh, okay. I understand.
Silence.
My mind immediately started spiraling.
Did I just get blocked?
Gosh… what do I do now?
I stared at the screen, unsure of what to say next.
Then another message came in.
Sakura: I’m going to get a little personal. It’s up to you to respond if you feel like it… I’m just kind of curious.
Without hesitating, I replied.
Motoko: Sure, go ahead.
I paused after sending it, slightly surprised at myself.
Sakura: So… are you really a lesbian?
Motoko: Well… yeah, I am.
The question didn’t feel weird.
And somehow… that was what felt weird.
Sakura: For how long? Why? No offense—I’m just curious, like I said earlier.
Motoko: Don’t worry, I understand.
Motoko: I think I’ve always known… since primary school. I just refused to accept it for a long time.
Motoko: But it’s who I am. I can’t deny it anymore.
Motoko: So… how long? My whole life.
I stared at the screen for a moment.
This was getting crazy.
I had never been this open with a stranger before.
What was going on?
Not that I hated it.
If anything… I liked it.
And that alone felt strange.
Normally, I wouldn’t talk this much to someone I barely knew.
But with her… it felt easy.
Too easy.
Like she was pulling the words out of me without even trying.
I was getting lost in the conversation.
In her.
She was straightforward. Direct.
And for some reason…
I loved it.