Damn this place!
At some time in the middle of the night sleep consumed me while I finished having a self-pity party. I woke to the clock on my table going off and groaned. I slowly got up and went to the bathroom knowing I had only slept for two hours, but I need my meditation. There was no way I was going to make it through this day without taking time to regroup and deal with all stress and madness inside of me. The only way I will be able to continue on this mission is with a clear mind and for that I need to meditate very often. If I don’t it is likely the beast will take over and I will not be able to contain it one the blood lust takes over. So I dressed in yoga pants and a shirt with long sleeves, tied my hair up and put on my sun glasses. I looked ridiculous, who goes to meditat
