The vengeful Queen

Chapter Twenty Four

Waking up to me being spooned her chest pressed up against my back my face instantly starts to turn a beat red. Not moving to scared to I just lay there trying to keep my breathing even. Not even sure how to react to this or what to think about it.

I wonder where she comes from Ireland? Scotland? her voice has a distant accent but I can't place it.

Slowly turning around she moves closer and wraps her arms around me. Not letting go burring her face into my chest. Checking the time its 1:01pm. Stretching while I'm trapped I look down at her smiling.

Ugh whats wrong with me? two people? I can't deny there's something there. But I'm still going to deny it all. It's to confusing and I have other things to worry about. Before anything else my people and family comes before whatever emotions I'm having.

Realizing that I'm absently playing with her hair wrapping it around my finger, than letting it fall repeating it.

His silver eyes back on my mind sighing telling myself that I'm going insane. I've maybe had to much blood loss. Maybe the guy thought I was dead and once he seen me wake up. He lost all sense maybe to keep me from looking at the mess? or knowing about my wound but was thinking it was small and that was the others blood?

Also wondering where my leggings went to like where did I take them off?

Shrugging my shoulders I continue to play with her hair. Beginning to hum making myself sleepy again. Already knowing I slept half the day away, but this time I'll make an exception. Just this once it'd also give me an excuse that I couldn't wake sleeping beauty.

Knowing she needs the sleep remembering dark circles under her eyes. Wondering if its nightmares that keeps her up or if it was just me in general. Also gives me a good excuse to hide away from two perverts Ava and Wyatt. How come they can't be like their sister Litha. She accepts others boundaries and never complained about her not seeing me naked. Well out loud at least *sighing*

everything seems to be flying by so fast. Not knowing if anyone would be safe during the war. Making sure I have several back up plans to ensure their safety. Taking a deep breath continuing to play with her hair. Today It's curly I wonder if this is what her hair is like. Is it wavy straight? does she straighten her hair? she's beautiful no matter what she has to be safe. All of them has to be safe so failure isn't an option. I missed some of mums circles definitely would've helped with my migraines. Shaking my head I felt her squeeze me tighter and feeling something wet on my shirt. Is she crying? what do I do if she is? deciding to quit holding my scent back. It smells like honey, caramel and a fresh winter breeze, with roses, and moonflowers. Seems to relax her a lot never really let anyone know my true scent or at least what it fully smells like. Seems like a lot of things are changing and to be honest I'm terrified.

Usually I'm calm and collected but after having more trouble with Sylverster and Ezra being around. Making me groan wanting to already punch him.

Why does so much trouble have to come to my kingdom? I rather deal with a drunk man pissing on a statue that's supposed to look like a dove. Glad I got that out and made a water fountain instead.

Also have to work on a newer symbol for my kingdom. Showing what we represent and will fight back. Also finally making up a name to call are land. I'd be most likely taking votes from my people and what they would want.

Symbol included and whatever has the most votes wins. As long as its not inappropriate or stupid like just having numbers. Shaking my head trying not to laugh so I don't wake sleeping beauty up.

She seems like an amazing person so far, no doubt momma Guinevere taught her about the illusions. Probably even showed her how to push through it. Looking down at her twrling her hair between my fingers.

Thick but soft I don't know why its calming but it is. Not sure if she knows anything about my mates and what happened to them. Plus how there's two wars coming towards us. At the moment only fear is keeping them away, while their scouts and trackers never return back to them. They ether die on the spot or come in for questioning. Some already been wanted people due to past crimes.

Their assians always dying and surprisingly having more information on their plans. Glad I can see if its false or not but always will have a backup plan. I've been also sending them small letters of fake places I would be at.

Catching more of whoever they sent. But making sure I keep it on the low and keep them guessing.

Thinking about getting more Christmas stuffies or even more books. Smiling thinking about Sam complaining about both things but mainly the books. I'm starting to wonder if Sam has a crush. If he does I hope she or he is good to him, the other way around as well. Still excited of what my grandma got me for Christmas and what my aunt is sending me for Christmas. She asked for my favorite colors so its been peeking my interest. Could it be a quilt? like what my grandma made me last year. My grandma asked for my favorite colors and she made a quilt for me.

Playing with Isidore hair listening to the winter winds. Imagining the snow flakes in Isidore hair and how beautiful It'd be. Thinking about starting a snow ball fight to have an excuse to see it. Probably take sneaky photos of everyone and few of her. My face starting to turn red that's all I can think of, but when to start the snowball fight? thinking trying to think of ways. Dozing off in the process