The vengeful Queen

Chapter Twenty Three

Waking and stretching feeling my emotions all over the place. Between visions having more things to look into. Just got a link from momma Guinevere that they put the ball on Christmas. *sighing* A brake is non existent after this war is over, and I can get my life together I'd probably pass my crown to Vilkas or Farkas.

If they are my biological brothers than it'd be their birth right where their older than me. I heard Isidore is throwing a fit back home she's wanting to see me but I put a stop to that.

Sylverster and Ezra hopefully quit looking for her. I get a bad feeling from them. Thinking Elizabeth warning is for those two. Maybe I can use it as an advantage pretend to be on their side and against the queen.

Maybe than I can get information I know the others would be going back to being his lap dog. *Be careful don't trust him* Elizabeth warning going through my head.

Tears streaming down my face this is so unfair why do I have to suffer? Why does my family have to suffer? Haven't we suffered enough? Haven't my people?

Groaning I head to the bathroom taking a look in the mirror. Ugh I look disgusting even after a bath. Striping down looking at my stomach and part of my left rib cage. Yep a nasty scar looks red and angry almost like its still there. Feeling it feels weird I might try working my magic on it later. Looking at my face dark circles under my eyes small new scar over my left eye on the hood of it. Somehow missed my eye brow entirely.

Deciding I won't do my makeup or hide my scar on my right eye. Tracing it with my finger starting from the top of my right eye brow than straight down making a curve down over my lip and stops barley touching my chin.

Ezra would always betray me couldn't have been poison. Wasn't his brother dead? or was he hiding something like usual? just hating that he gave this to me. Now an uglier scar on my stomach bit on the right hip and on my left rib cage. My skin looks sickly yellow almost probably played dirty with poison on their claws.

My hair sticking to my clamy face so freaking sweaty its disgusting. Checking my back seeing the angry scars and few new ones.

Mumbling f**k everything and striping out of my bottoms taking a closer look at my face. My violet eyes slowly turning back to normal. The red disappearing than out of the blue I see white silver eye's beautiful crimson red specks in the right eye and left forest green specks. Looking behind me nothing he's not able to get here anyways. Shaking my head knowing he'd be on my mind.

Than Isidore dark forest sea green eyes with

electric blue specks. Her freckles across her face small pointy ears heart shaped rosy lips long wavy hair that's blue at night.

Shaking my head once more not knowing what the f**k is wrong with me.

Deciding a shower should do I hear lily singing “Oh my love you betrayed my trust so I grab this dagger and thrust it in your chest Oh my love you will never cheat again"

Kinda horrified wondering what happened between her and her mate but it doesn't sound good. I'd help hide the body no questions asked no one hurts my Lily. Laughing feeling a bit better I hoped out and begin to dry off.

Walking butt naked in my room to pick out clothes hearing a giggle I look over to see Ava sitting on my bed. Not knowing if I should cover up her face is beat red I decided to throw on my silk black bra and thongs throwing my black tight comfy shorts on and a black t-shirt crop top that hangs off my right shoulder. The scar showing where someone repeatedly stabbed me. Turning to her giving her no reaction I asked “her whats up?"

“Oh uh didn't know if you needed clothes you didn't answer so I thought you took off out your window. Till I heard the shower just wanted to make sure your ok."

“I'm ok just everythings so random." Also thinking she Probably was hoping to catch me naked and that she did.

Well I'm heading down stairs if you want to come along you can oh and when I go to my parents house you guys can stay here. No one is allowed in my library or room when I'm gone. I'd make sure no one can enter ether rooms.

“YOU GOT TO SEE HER NAKED! NO FAIR! Wyatt hollers.

Shaking my head ignoring them Vilkas sighed and all you can hear is Ava mocking Wyatt.

Deciding to get in my secret stash of my egg nogg I grabbed my small container and ran with it. With Sam chasing me I'm laughing and screaming “ITS MINE!!" laughing even more running outside bare foot in the snow instantly regretting it. Getting tackled down by Sam he grabbed it and ran with it. “I'm TELLING MUM!!" I hollered at him.

Sighing already wet Lily runs out drags me inside and spins me around making me dry again.

Smiling and giving her a thanks I head back to the fridge grabbing my other container of egg nogg smiling and chuckling he got the nasty kind. Drinking all mine he runs in with a frown and said I got the spiked one. Laughing my ass off knowing he knows I don't drink much.

Don't steal things and you won't have to worry about it laughing my ass off. His face has nothing but a look of discuss.

Others joining in laughing to today finally feels like its going to be a good day. Maybe just maybe humming deep in thought about the past few days. Its still dark outside checking the time its 6:08am Christmas is sneaking up on us. Seeing forest sea green eyes in the woods startling me out of my thoughts. Seeing blue shiny hair as the moonlight shines on her. How the f**k did she get here? running outside throwing the door open she runs into my arms knocking me on my ass. WHAT THE...OOF straddling me she cups both of her small hands on my face. “Your okay" she whispers “yeah? why?"

“Lily told me what happened" She said her eyes turning a light green making her electric blue specks show more. Tears streaming down her face her eyes wide full of fear. “I had to see for myself no one would link me back, I thought of the worst that you was gone." Than she gasps seeing my new big scar. “Oh that its just a flesh wound easy to walk off I chuckled a little. She begins to trace it “This isn't a flesh wound little rose"

sighing “I'm okay Isidore I promise" I whispered knowing others are watching and seeing this odd behavior.

Taking my hand lifting her chin up making her look into my violet eyes.

“I'm okay izzy I'd always be okay" I said with a small smile. Both of us knowing its not the case but she nods her head. “Anyway how did you get through my berrior?"

she smiles I kept pushing through my only thought was to make sure you was okay. Realizing that's how she truly cares and only thinks of my safety. Standing up picking her up with me my arms under her ass. Her face starts turning red putting her down Jacob ran into her making her fall.

Both of us confused I see lily chasing him cursing him out for who knows what. Shaking my head and muttering an apology for their behavior. Holding my right hand out to her, her small hand fitting in mine. Mine is not to big but long slim fingers. Looking at her hugging her for the first time I tell her its okay. A scent of willow tress and gardenia flowers in autumn with a hint of melted milk chocolate. Realizing it is truly izzy's smiling and looking into her eyes seeing the worry fade away. She smiles lightly barley reaching her eyes. I have pumpkin pie in the fridge seeing her eyes light up and a big goofy smile she runs into the fridge. She was confused at first than I felt a tug as if someone was reaching through my invisible barrier. Laughing realizing she's the one who's been stealing my snacks and not Sam or Jayson. She grabs a dr pepper smiling acting as if she did no such thing.

Letting myself relax for once and forgetting about everything. I sit by the fire place as she begins to swat the boys hands away from the pumpkin pie. Smiling a real smile for the first time in awhile Sam catching it in the process giving a big toothy grin back.

It's now 6:43 am and I'm once again thinking about that man and him hovering over me. Shaking my head I grabbed my sweater and put it on. it smells like my grandma kathy fresh bake sweets during Christmas.

Finally starting to fill sleepy izzy following me, I guess she said she'd keep an eye on me. Meaning we'd be sharing my bed not sure why I'm anxious I shrug it off. Taking off my shorts and shirts putting a loose tank crop top on.

Not caring that I'm in thongs to tired to and I hop in bed. Seeing Isidore face going red showing her freckles more she takes off

her hoodie and pants along with her shirt.

She doesn't have a bra on I shake my head telling myself to stop. She gained weight good shes healthy now.

I weigh 120-130 with small curves with love handles a little and my thighs are somewhat big. She looks like she weighs 137. She has curves and thick thighs her ass looks..fuck knock it off I tell myself. Looking away with a bright red face showing small freckles on my face that's barley see able. Knowing she knows I looked she threw on a pair of my shorts and baggy long t-shirts.

Both of us pretending we didn't check each other out we both fell asleep. I woke up a split second later its 7am now and she's laying on my chest. Falling back asleep her autumn scent relaxing me drifting me off to sleep.