I stumbled on a book that took me deep into a dream that took so long to end. The book contained the pictures of n***d girls and men. I wondered what those books could be doing in the house when there were little kids that could be so sensitive to stuffs like this.
At first, it was scary to watch but as time goes on it became a must-watch.
Gradually, I became interested in the things i see in the book. I graduated to watching movies on my dad’s laptop.
I knew that I shouldn’t be caught seeing these things but I was too interested that I couldn’t look away. Most movies had scene that were exciting to the flesh but harmful to the soul.
One day, I was seeing a movie and suddenly my eyes stayed glued to the screen. I wanted to get away so badly but it was difficult because I was too carried away by the act. Since, there was no one to rescue the lost girl, she gave in to what overwhelmed her.
Every time spent alone was a step closer to the edge of the cliff.
My mind had so many inputed in it that starts processing once there’s silence and loneliness. Still, there was no one to hear the noises in my heart. There were tears but no one saw them.
This was the beginning of my aim of escape.
I realized that I was too deep that my hands were tied and I had no control over my life anymore.