Maxten's POV
It's been four months since I talked with Lyla. I watch her every day. She seemed happy, and she also had never looked so healthy. She had gained some weight and the dark circles under her eyes were gone and now her eyes glowed. I had to stop asking Caleb and Ian about her and Kenzley, they wouldn't tell me and I knew that it was irritating them. I missed them so much, but my father was right, and I had to learn how to love myself before I could love her like she deserved, and it's something that I'm working on, but I'm not ready. I'm still not the man she deserves.
I walked out of therapy and as hard as it was to talk about myself like I have been, I do see a difference. I call my father weekly, and I talk to at least one of my brothers daily. They all seemed to take tur
