Lyla's POV I walked out of my therapist's office feeling better about things. She had explained that what I went through on Saturday night and Sunday morning were perfectly normal and something that I was going to have to work through. I felt like I unpacked a lot on her today. I told her how Maxten and I had broken up and what he said to hurt me over the weekend. I want to say that I'm getting somewhere in therapy, but I have so much trauma that I don't know if I will ever be able to get over it or unpack all of it and that is probably part of why no one could love me. I pushed my appointment out of my head and walked into my office. I hadn't seen anyone since Sunday, and I was hoping not to see them again either. Not after my melt down. I did, however, need to get in contact with Ca

