Our nanny interviews are unsuccessful over the next two weeks. I'm back at the club most evenings and Lydia is growing grouchier each day. It's the busy season with out of town travelers arriving in droves. I perform two basic scenes with experienced subs who don't need s****l stimulation. I'm ready to have my wife back and she's all I can think about. Lydia has no problem giving me blow jobs but we're both at the point where kinky s*x is what we really need. Aftercare with the second sub is tricky because my c**k swells with thoughts of my wife when I should be thinking about the woman I'm holding. It takes three minutes to decide that this isn't working, so I fetch Celia a drink of water and hand over orange slices before letting her go to the bar to visit with friends. There's no way

