KINKY!; Anxiety✓

Logan Paul / Sad + Fluff

You open the door and are met by a very happy Kong.

"Hi, cutie!" you say picking him up. He licks your face making you laugh.

"Logan?" you call out walking into the apartment. You got off late at work so you figured Logan would be home by now, but he's nowhere to be found. Maverick is flying around and you wonder where Logan is.

"Hey, it's me. It's almost 11 pm. Where are you?" you say leaving a message on his voicemail. It's been crazy lately ever since Logan posted his disstrack but not the second verse. People put pressure on him and Jake and other youtubers used the drama to get views and roast Jake. Unfortunately, Logan thinks it's his fault. You, on the other hand, don't think Logan or Jake can be held responsible for anything that other people chose to do.

"George, have you heard from him today?" you ask ringing his phone.

"No. But he's bad, Y/N. I've never seen him upset like this," he replies and you feel your heart break a little. How did things get so out of hand? You're pretty sure the Alissa track with Ricegum hit the hardest because he brought in Jakes ex that hurt his little brother so bad.

"I think I know where he's gone," you say hanging up. There's one place that Logan always seems to end up at when he's upset. And you're hoping that he's there now. You lock up and head out. It's raining making you soaked immediately. But as you near the location it stops. You notice a silhouette near the beach and cross your fingers that it's him.

"Hey," you say gently nearing him. He's sitting as close to the water as possible without getting hit by the waves.

"Can I join you?" you ask and he nods. You sit down next to him watching the waves crashing against the shore. The ocean seems so much bigger in the dark.

"I'm worried about you, Logan. I get that these things are bothering you, but I want to help you. Please don't shut me out," you whisper feelings tears sting your eyes. He puts his arm around you and buries his face in the crook of your neck. You can feel the wetness of his tears on your skin.

"I just feel like I'm ruining everything. Because of me everyone is roasting Jake and hurting him. Alissa is ruining him again. And it's because of that song and the drama between me and him."

"No. Logan, I get the whole big brother thing but Jake pissed off Alissa with his own disstrack. That wasn't your fault. He's a big boy and he'll make mistakes. But you can't take the blame or think that it's your fault that other youtubers hurt Jake with their roast. They are guilty, not you." You kiss his forehead feeling him relax in your arms. You love that you have that effect on him.

"But I was the one to bring Alissa into it," Logan replies making you a little angry. You straddle his lap looking into his beautiful eyes.

"This is not your fault, Logan. Alissa would have gotten involved either way. We both know that," you say trying to get through to him, "Jake isn't even angry at you. Giving him the second verse was the right thing to do."

"But I-" you cut him off by kissing him. He reacts immediately. It's so known to the both of you after three years together. You pull away a little out of breath as you run your fingers through his hair.

"I don't care about what you did. This is not your fault. You've shown Jake you're there for him and that's all you can do. He's not mad, your true fans will stay with you and I'm right here, " you say cupping his face with your hands. Your lips are almost touching his.

"I'm right here."