Just Friends...?

Feeling the urge again

✧~𝑿𝒂𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓~✧

"Astrid? Are you still feeling good?" I asked a hint of worry was in my voice as I looked at Astrid who was already chewing down at the pasta happily.

"Yes...." She muttered and opened her mouth again indicating that she needed food again. I just gave her and watched her chew the pasta again.

She looks very beautiful as always. But the hint of sadness in her eyes today only made me in pain. Although she was smiling, it was only for a short period of time again.

"i***t?" She called out. "Hmmm?" I hummed knowingly that she just wanted to tell me to eat, too. "Eat, too.... You're not eating." I nodded at her and gave her another bite of both of our favorite pasta.

It was an Italian dish cooked by her mother. It never felt so boring when eating it. The flavor was really real, like the one you taste at an authentic restaurant right in Italy.

"Is it already hurting, Astrid? Are you feeling okay?" I asked again looking at her like I was reading her mind. By now I think the pain would start. If not now, then tomorrow.

"No...." She answered and opened her mouth again. I smiled and gave her pasta. "Are you sure?" I asked her just enough to tease her.

I know she was sure. She wouldn't be chewing pasta if the pain starts to appear. Her little hand would be already in her waist holding her stomach tightly.

"I'm sure...." She whispered. She was already going to start it. I swear she does. That was why she was acting all grown up earlier. It was the first sign if she was going to get her period.

And everything else inside her will just hurt. At least what she said, though. But I knew the pain was very unbearable to the fact where she cries every time.

"Astrid breathe. You're going to be okay, hmm? Breathe little girl." I whispered into her ear when she started curling up because of the pain.

I was just in time to get a view of her crying and curling up in pain, again. I wasn't supposed to enter their house before 10 because her mother will still be awake at 10 pm so I entered the window in Astrid's room, hence the fact that i'm by her side, again.

"It hu-hurts...." She whispered again. That was her favorite phrase whenever this was happening. I can't blame her though. I recently tried the period pain simulator and I couldn't handle much of the pain when it got to 5.

It was f****d up.

"It's okay, Astrid. It's okay, cry. We both can't stop the pain tonight. Cry, hmm?"

"O-okay...." She said with he broken voice, by now she was already crying uncontrollably.

She was already curled up on the bed while I sat beside her holding a heating pad on her stomach to add warmth. She said she always liked it.

The room was filled with little cries and sniffs, she couldn't scream the pain out. This would only alert her mother and probably come crashing to the room at this time.

"Breathe, little girl. You're doing good." I whispered and tucked a few strands of hair behind the back of her ear. She just nodded as tears streamed down her cheeks into a never ending river.

"f**k" I muttered out. I couldn't bear to see her like this. But I need to. f**k I can't sleep knowing she's still not asleep, too. It's f*****g torture.

"Astrid? You've been there for a few minutes now." I called out when she was inside the bathroom for approximately 15 minutes.

"Astrid?" I called out again. Damn I don't know what's happening inside there. But she's okay. I know she is.

"Astrid? If you don't say a word i'm going to f*****g open this door." I demanded though it wasn't really a demand if the tone was being checked.

"Damn it" Was the last word I said before opening the shitty bathroom door. "f**k, Astrid" I muttered and went down on my knees without any hesitation.

"Did you do it, Astrid?" I asked and she nodded in response. She was already on the floor hugging her knees. And f**k hurts.

"Let's get you to bed then. Try to sleep, hmm?" I whispered in her ear and slowly scooped her. Walking to her bed, I saw the crimson blood again. Smiling I picked up a random clothing on the floor with my toes and luckily I could get it with my other hand.

I placed the clothing on the blood again on her bed and looked at Astrid. "Thanks, little girl." I muttered when I finally saw her asleep.

It was already late too. Damn that f*****g period. I suddenly had the urge to stick my d**k inside her sweet p***y. She'll be free from those cramps and blood for 9 months. I don't even know why I'm feeling the urge again.

I smirked and brushed everything off my head and gently placed her on the bed and tucked a few strands of hair.

I also laid beside her and put the heating pad on her stomach again and covered it again with her shirt. Tucking us both to bed, as I put pillows on her side.

"Fucfuckfuck f**k" I managed to mutter. I can't sleep. The words from my head earlier crept inside again.

By now, it was already 3 am. I couldn't get any wink because of that thought. "Good. Just f*****g good." I muttered again.

By now my head was already aching more than my c**k is. The urge. Just the urge to come inside her p***y is making me blind with need.

I badly need to do myself. But I can't just leave her like this. I wouldn't dare. I also wouldn't dare do it besides her nor in the bathroom. She's going to be aware of her surroundings for a whole week.

Plus, she might feel pain again and might wake up. That would be shitty. So shitty I don't know how she'll react. And I don't want to know what her reaction would be.