The Promise Ring (Dear Jann Series 1)

Chapter 17: Two Become One

How do you tell someone you love them?

You don't.

You show them to the point that they just know.

A exceptionally popular quote from "The Man Frozen in Time"

Such a quote for such a notable event. Who knew we should be proving ourselves to the person we love? I never knew it was a requirement in a love relationship. But maybe it is the way it should be.

"Prove to me that you love me, Jann." Marvin said.

I gently looked at him and before I could respond, he kissed me passionately. His persuasive tongue gently moved forcing my rosy lips to part. When finally in, he invaded every section of my mouth searching with so much desire and lust. His hands clutched me tighter against his body.

"I love you, Jann." he said as his passionate kisses went down to my shapely neck.

His lustful kisses instantly made me moan. I wanted more of his burning kisses like he never kissed me before. He was breathing heavily when he returned to caress me on the lips. I felt so tipsy and intoxicated with his every kiss. I needed to cling on to him to keep my balance. Before I grasped it, my back landed on my downy bed and he was on top of me. How did we get there? I don't remember walking towards my room. Does it still matter? Argues my other "self."

He cradled me like I was some rare kind of porcelain. He took all care and necessary precautions as he stripped me off my decent clothes and his. I could feel his hands shake as he took off my shirt. All I could do was observe him. It was happening. The proof that he wanted. He smiled reassuringly.

"Are you sure about this?" he asked in between his kisses and me.

"Yes." I barely said.

"I love you." he whispered before caressing me again.

I felt all flushed with fever as our exposed bodies touched. I was delirious with sultry heat and so was he. With his every touch, I felt feverish but loved every moment of it. I was willing to give him everything to prove I love him. If it's the only way to faithfully keep him with me, then be it. I don't want to lose him too. I've lost Markus, not him too. 

Markus! I'm sorry. What am I sorry about? I tried driving away the thought of Markus. No, not anymore. It should be Marvin. Just him.

Tenderly laying there naked under his splendid body, I could properly hear our heartbeats pounding at the same time. It was so loud it dearly wanted to burst with so much love and earnest desire for each other. The pounding sound was competing with our moans. It was like an unquenchable thirst that can’t be quenched with sparkling water or soda. It was a thirst that can only be quenched with his passionate kisses and love.

"You're so beautiful, Jann." he whispered as he was caressing every corner of my body.

He held me as he tried to discover every corner of my body. He was whispering passionately how beautiful I was and how much he loved me. I instantly felt like an innocent kid being discovered for the first time that we do have different body structure. I could see how his developed muscles gently moved as he went caressing me. It never failed to astonish me how masculine he was. 

Feeling him caressed me and with every movement of his muscle, I was getting intoxicated. With every stroke of his fingers, I felt so weak I ended up just clinging to him. I felt like falling into a cliff. If I don’t cling to him tightly, I might fall. I think I even scratched his back as he cautiously entered me. As he entered me, I knew he was making a big space in me. A space that he can only occupy and nobody can ever obtain that space.

"Ahhh, Jann. I love you. I love you so much." he said.

"Hmmm, hon. Ahhh"

We both moaned as we savored each other’s genuine love flowing inside both of us. All I could hear was the extraordinary mixture of our moans for the delight and bliss we were experiencing. His moans sound like music in my eager ears. His irregular breathing was intoxicating and yet I desired it more.

"I love you, babe." he said as he thrusted more.

With every thrust as he goes deeper, I knew there was no turning back. At that moment we were intentionally lost in our own lustful and passionate love making. We've done it. I desired him inside me. I genuinely wanted him to be with me forever and if it’s the sole way for him to believe me, then I would gladly do it with him over and over. I could feel his manness and excitement as he thrust and caressed me. It was contagious as we willingly shared our body heat. I genuinely felt like we were both on fire and yet feeling cold coz we both don’t want to let go of each other. 

We clung to each other as we reached the c****x of our shared desires and passionate love making. As we ended up, we were both gasping with air like we completed a marathon. We were both breathing heavily and felt like we consumed so much energy after making love. He gently kissed me on my prominent forehead and carefully closed his kind eyes.

"I love you. Thank you for choosing me." he said earnestly.

Those were the last words I overheard as I slowly cradled to sleep. Before my sleepy eyes totally shut, I looked at the man beside me. He was still naked and was already breathing heavily indicating he was sleeping. My eyes grew heavy as I put my hands on his chest.

"Markus, I love you. It was you all along" I slept soundly with a pleasant smile on my rosy face.

I woke up with the pleasant feeling that someone was keenly watching me and slowly stroking my rosy cheeks. I gradually opened my sleepy eyes, but it was hazy. I tried wiping away the sleep from my eyes to see him. He was smiling down on me. I smiled gently.

We both woke up before sunrise. It was great waking up cuddled beside him. I don't want the lovely night to end. I wanted to sleep more in his mighty arms. I felt him gently kiss me on the forehead and whispered passionately.

"Babe, wake up. I need to go."

I slowly opened my eyes and saw my dear Markus. Wait, it's Marvin. Marvin? What? Where was Markus? I made love with him didn't I? What is happening?

"What's wrong? You looked confused?" he politely asked.

"Sorry, I-I thought I was still dreaming." I said as I gently pulled the blanket to conceal my nude body.

Why did I feel it was Markus? That was not good at all. It was Marvin and you better keep that in mind. It was Marvin all along. I carefully looked at him and smiled.

"I wish I could stay longer, babe, but your mom will be coming home soon." he said.

I definitely comprehended what he was saying. My mom was at work and will be home in a few hours. I didn't want her to discover me with a man in my room. I wasn't just ready to explain anything when she found us like that. I don’t want my mom to find out that we crossed the line. 

As I watched him get dressed, I was intentionally trying to memorize every part of his body, every muscle, and if possible every vein. I was mesmerizing what happened earlier and feeling like it was happening all over again. I felt like I was drooling just by looking at his bare chest. I wanted to lie on that chest again and hear his erratic heartbeat. He’s so beautiful inside and out. 

"Note it, Jann. That's Marvin and not Mar-, not your ex." exclaimed fiercely my other self.

I knew I was looking foolish that time because he had to flick his fingers to gently wake me up from my day dream. 

"What's wrong?" he lovingly asked.

I shook my head to say nothing. He took my hand and let me stand up. He kissed and hugged me tightly.

"I love you, but I really need to go. Get dressed before I change my mind." he said and smiled naughtily.

My eyes widened with what he stated as I instantly realized that the blanket dropped gracefully on the polished floor when I stood up. I chuckled gleefully and smiled at him naughtily. I gently placed my hands around his neck and pressed myself to him.

"So, what happens when you change your mind?" I flirtingly asked.

He smiled wildly and naughtily as he licked his tongue across his sensuous lips. He drew me tighter to him and slightly thrust me by the ample waist and I could genuinely feel his manness bulging.

"Don't be a tease, Jann. I will not stop myself when that happens." he smiled gently as he kissed me passionately again.

I could feel him pressing himself to me. Will he do it again? No, he didn't. He tenderly kissed me on the neck and whispered earnestly to my ears instead.

"Babe, you're punishing me. Damn, you're so hot. I want to make love with you again, but I really need to go."

I chuckled gleefully and slowly stepped back while nibbling my lower lip. He squeezed my hand as he looked at me. I could see it was taking a lot of effort for him to stop from holding me. I smiled, provoking him more. I was wondering how long he could hold himself. I stepped back again, still smiling at him. Before I could step back one more step, he hauled me towards him and kissed me passionately again. I heard him moan as he caresses my bare back and to my breast.

He cupped one of my breasts and guzzled it like he was running out of water to consume. It instantly made me moan and clung passionately to him tightly. His kisses went back to my neck and to my ears.

"Babe, you're so hot. You're driving me crazy." he whispered tenderly.

I responded with a moan as he hurriedly took off his clothes again and topped me on the bed. I could feel his stiffness as he cautiously entered me again and thrusted. He was breathing heavily as he thrusted faster to attain our c****x. It was hard and fast that I needed to hold on to his arms and bite my lower lips to suppress my moans.

We were gasping for air again as he slowly landed kissed on my face. He looked at me lovingly and stroked the loose hair on my face.

"I told you to stop me. Babe, you're really driving me crazy. I love you so much." he whispered.

"I love you too, Marvin. I love you." I responded with a smile.

He smiled and kissed me again before he got up and gathered his clothes. He glanced my way and handed me mine. I looked at my clothes and chuckled.

"You really need to get dressed, babe. Or else -" 

"Or else? What is it, babe?" I said with a naughty smile.

"You're starting again, babe" 

I started laughing but gathered my clothes anyway. I could see he could not really control himself if I teased him more. We both got dressed and went out the room together holding hands.

"Thanks, babe. I love you." he lovingly said as we were walking towards the door.

"I love you too. Be careful on your way home. Or - "

"Or?"

"You could stay longer with me and we can-" I flirtingly said as I ran my index finger seducingly across his chest. He stiffened.

"Ahhh, babe. Don't torture me like that. You know I can't stop it." he said as he caught my index finger midway his abs. 

I had to laugh gaily with his expression. I just loved teasing him. He looked so cute trying to suppress whatever emotion that he was feeling whenever I stroke him with flirting words.

"I wanted to stay, babe. I really do. But your mom will be home any minute now."

"I know." I smiled.

"I love you." he said and left.

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Marvin's POV

She's finally mine. She chose me and we are finally one. It just made me love her more.

But she called me with my best friend's name. Did she think she was making love with him?

Damn, it hurts so bad thinking about it.

No. She said she loves me too. It was very clear when she said that after we made love.

"I love you too, Marvin"

She does love me and I will hold on to her words. She is my everything and I love her more and more everyday.