“Do you feel a bit better?” He asked me on phone . He he drove me home quietly two days ago when I broke down and ever since he had been more caring. I was grateful for his presence. “He can’t know.” I said calmly. “Who?. Leo?” “No. Stan” I made a decision, one that felt like a weight was settling onto my shoulders. I would carry this secret alone, at least for now. “Oh, but-“ “He is having his final admission exams soon. I can’t do that to him” “It’s not your fault though, I believe-“ “It will affect him. Promise me, you won’t tell him” I pleaded. “Alright.” “I’m here if you need me” he added as I extended my gratitude I hung up the phone, feeling numb and disoriented. That’s what Leonard said also, yet I couldn’t bring myself to seek him out for consolation. He hadn’t come t

