NO matter what I do, drowsiness still won't visit me. I glanced at the wall clock in my room. And it's already three in the morning. I have already consumed two glasses of milk, but it doesn't seem to have any effect. I lay back on the bed and tried to close my eyes again. After about half an hour of closing my eyes, I got up again. I still can't sleep. What Sir Lucas said earlier regarding resigning and going abroad continues to bother my mind. He's right. If I stay abroad, I will temporarily have peace of mind. However, I won't be able to see Lucas or be with him. And all the money I will spend comes from his pocket. I also won't be able to visit my parents' graves when I stay in America. I just got uprooted from myself. I didn't even notice the time. I have spent the whole night th

