I’d never told Robert about the many times Seba and I had had s*x. I didn’t feel like I owed him that. Seba and I were friends. We’d added s*x to the mix when we’d been lonely and horny. I never asked about the many girls he’d f****d, a large number of them, while also seeing me, so I never bothered to tell him who I’d f****d while we weren’t together.
Sometimes I got a pang of guilt over withholding this, but after the night before, I had to congratulate myself. Robert always wanted me to shower him and only him with all my time and attention. It didn’t matter Robert traveled a lot for work, it didn’t matter he had a busy social schedule, which now included a fake girlfriend, I was supposed to always be available to him.
We’d fought for hours. It had only died down when I brought the gi
