It is time. The weekend has finally come and I am so completely giddy that it is hard to hide it. Rowan has been lurking around this week. Not giving me even a moment of peace. My body ached. He has been occupying my bed every night and has summoned me to his during the day. It's like he was trying to use me up before this weekend. Which is ridiculous. You can't use a person up no matter how hard you try. I am done though. Done with him and done with this. Sunday this ends. One way or another. I decided to go for a walk. My cottage is at the edge of the forest so I do this a lot. It is the only peace I can find in this place. The air is nice and crisp on my exposed arms. It feels so good to not have them covered up. The crunch of the earth beneath my feet felt so familiar and yet so far go
