Rising of the Broken Luna

chapter 3

I wake up startled breathing heavy with perspiration on my forehead and tears in my eyes. this happens every year on my birthday. my parents died right before my birthday, so I always dream of their death and the pain I suffered afterwards. when the abuse first started it was horrific. they'd take me to the basement and tie me up. they'd beat me with a whip and then dump freezing ice water all over me. it would be so hard to breath. it didnt matter how much I screamed or begged. if the Alpha saw tears he'd make it intensify and I always cried I wasn't use to the torture so it made it hard for me to hold in my pain and grief. I'd pass out every time. they starved me for the first few months and once I was to weak and they knew I was dehydrated and could die that's when they decide on my 1 meal a day scraps. it took me a few months to be able to hold food down and when the beating got bad I'd vomit. they had to pump me with fluids a few times. once I got use to the pain and could hold in my tears atleast until I was alone that when they got bored, but sometimes they'd try to find other ways of torture. it was so hard for my mind to understand why they did it when we all use to be so close. they Alpha was another father figure to me. my father Adrian and him were best friends. Maddox and Tyler are to. they knew I was a daddy's girl and my father would never have wanted any of the things I been through to happen. he knew it was his job to risk his life for mine. that's what any amazing parent would do. We didnt have a rogue problem and if we had any most just past through. when my mind would finally shut off to the pain I'd voice my pain and anguish to them. I let them know plenty of times my parents would be furious with them for hurting me and doing this and that just spiked the rage they felt and the beatings would be worse. I have permanent markings and scars on my back and small ones on my stomache. shaking my head to get out of those memories I get out of bed and throw on some lounging clothes. I make my way down to start my chores before it's time to go off with Emma and Joslyn. the alpha gave me strict orders today saying we have an alpha from another pack coming. I have to get groceries and make a good big feast and if I screw up I'll really be in for it. the queen bitches have been saying hes handsome and they were going to do what they can to make him notice them as in look like the sluts they are. they guys have been saying hes powerful and scary. they said if they get this alliance everyone will fear them just for having him on their side alone. I get to work and it takes me 3 hrs to get it all done. I run upstairs to shower and get ready. I put on my nicest clothes and let my Dutch braid down then add some mouse to make the fuzz calm down. once I look in the mirror and I'm as satisfied as I can be with myself I head out to meet the girls at our meeting spot. it takes me 10 minutes to meet them at the little coffee shop. As I walk in I cant help my blush and smile as the girls start singing me happy birthday. they each give me a hug and then I'm handed my favorite frappuccino. I lick some of the whip cream and we go sit at a table. thankfully the morning rush is gone so it's not to busy. the owner who's a sweet 70 year old lady named Maggie brings us fresh muffins. what are we doing today? joslyn looks at me with a smile that looks anything but innocent, so I look to Emma and she shakes her head saying it's a surprise. Tay this is your day we just graduated and we all deserve what we have planned we havent gotten together like this in a long time. dont worry about anything but relaxing and having the best day. we're a family and we want to make this the best birthday yet. we know how hard it is at this time of year for you, but know your parents are so proud of you for graduating with a 4.0gpa. Your the strongest person I know. now can we head to our first stop of the day? we all throw our trash away and head for Emma's Nissan Altima. I watch as the Forest and nature passes by and the girl quietly chatter. I start to see town and wait to see where we will go. when she parks the car I cant help the huge smile as the girl watch me figure out what they planned. I feel tears in my eyes as I hug them big. they brought us to the relaxation spa and massage lounge. we head and and Joslyn tells the lady our names and she call 3 woman out to take us to a room. when we walk in theres 3 reclining massage chairs waiting for us. us being all excited rush to sit down while take off our shoes and socks then pulling our pants up. I hit my massage remote to work my full back. the lady tells me to relax my head then starts with a face mask. she let's it sit then adds cucumbers to my eyes. she puts my feet in the massage soaker with a mini bath bomb. it smells and feels like heaven. I hear the girls moaning and groaning and cant help but giggle. we start to talk about our dreams and goals. the woman starts scrubbing the bottom of my feet and I cant help but squirm and laugh. I'm so ticklish. she asks me my favorite colors and I respond teal, pink, and black. I hear Emma saying light pink and nude with a design. Joslyn tells them red and black. This feels amazing thank you both for bringing me! your the best truly. I dont know what I'd do without you both! The moon goddess blessed me with 2 amazing sisters! when the lady gets finished with my lotion and massage she washes the facial off, waxes my eyebrows, and then moisturizes my face. I feel so relaxed and refreshed. she proceeds with my manicure then asks me to wash my hands with this scrub soap. it make my hands so soft. she then adds polish to my nails. I didnt realize my nails were so long. they look healthy now. when she gets done with my hand and arm massage I feel like I can float out of here. we sit and talk for 10 minutes to makes sure everything's dry and look at each others nails and toes with big smiles. Ok let's get out of here for part 2. we all thank the ladys and head to our next destination. We pull up the the mall and they head straight to Victoria Secrets. we get bags from the sales lady and look for bath stuff. I love the smell of pure seduction. so I grab what they tell me to and we head to the panties and bras. Did you see the sign saying they have this huge sale buy 3 get 3 free. the bras are 25$ today. so we all find a set and try them on mines black with pink lace on the outside. when we come back out that was all I planned to get until my bags taken away and joslyn adds more stuff she knows I'd like. they get us some lip gloss on the way to checkout. can we get lunch now I'm hungry. yea, we have 45 minutes till our next appointment. so we head to the food court. while we're eating the girls look at me like I have food on my face. What, oh nothing I'm just ready to see your face when we get to the last stop for today. i look at Emma, should i be scared or intrigued? definitely intrigued and excited. Come on Joslyn tell me please now I really want to know what we're doing. she gives me a huge smile while I try my effort to give puppy eyes. Joslyn starts laughing, you know that wont work on me maybe Em's but never me. so when I look at Emma she turns away. ugh, fine are we ready to go I'm ready to see what you've planned. it takes us 15 minutes to get to holy s**t your joking right? we're getting our first tattoos. well you said when you got of age to do it we would all go together and since for werewolfs 17s of age we decided let's do it, but it's not just tattoos we each have to get a piercing to. well what do you both plan to get done. Emma says her nose and Joslyn says her belly button. I dont want either of those and my ears are already done. let's go in and see what all options I have and then I'll decide. we all go in and talk with the tattoo guys and piercing girl. they make us feel at ease and the girls decide while two of us starts our tattoo the other can start their piercing. Emma goes back for her nose while joslyn and me sit down and tell what tattoos we want. I think long and hard while the guy sets everything up. what's your name? I'm Talyla or Tay for short, yours. I'm Gabe, is this your first tatt Tay? yes, and I want to make sure it's something that will mean alot since I'm stuck with it forever. he tells me to think about it while he gets the paperwork and a copy of my ID. I know with everything I've been through I want something with a strong meaning. I look over at joslyn to see they already started. hey, what did you decide on? I'm getting a rose and sunflower with a skull on my collarbone. Gabe comes back and asks if I made a decision and I tell him what I want and where i plan to get it. he writes it out in a beautiful design and I start to get excited. he tells me to pull my shirt up then says that I'm brave to get it on my ribs since it's my first and the ribs are painful, but all I can do is smile cuz nobody know pain more than me. Emma comes out with her new nose ring. Joslyn and her switch places and her tattoos looks so good. she goes back for her piercing and Emma tells Brendon she wants a butterfly on her wrist. he draws it out and adds a small tulip with it. Gabe finished my tattoos and starts to clean it. He looks at me with a cheesy smile. Tay you took that like a champ. I seen you made a face some, but for you to not even ask me to stop is surprising. I've done tatts for a long time and even men can't sit that long and handle a rib tattoo. these are men that have multiple tattoos to. he tells me to go look in the mirror before he wraps it up. I get out of the chair and hear a gasp so when I look up I see both Joslyn and Emma looking at me. I love that so much for you Tay, it's so you. I walk to the mirror and just look at it. i want to run my hands over it but know better than to. Strength is what we gain from the pain and madness we survive. it looks so good he even added a Gladiolus flower near the word strength and a lily by survive! I cant help but look at it in awe. I wipe a tear that escaped and smile big when I look at the girls and Gabe. I go back and sit down while he cleans it and wraps it up for me. Gabe explains how to clean it and gives me some lotion to use after my showers. Thank you so much! you dont know how much this means and how true the meaning is to me. I pull my shirt down and the girls look at me like i forgot something. s**t, they want me to get a piercing. i go in with the woman who's name turned out to be Sasha. did you figure out what you want to do. I heard you say you didnt really want one, but can you think of something that you might want. I sit in the chair and think long and hard, she shows me a few pictures and when i look at the jewelry case i see these beautiful rose barbells. I want these, she looked at my skeptically. Do you want to know what these are to first? nope, I want these just tell me what I need to do so I cant change my mind. Sasha looks at me like I'm crazy but smiles and says take off your shirt and bra. wait, why do I need to do that? you said you dont want to know yet so do what i asked and then I'll tell you since you dont want to change your mind. i do as I'm asked and get nervous. thankfully shes a female and not a man or I'd think it was for bad reasons. once I'm sitting half naked in front of her she sets everything up and cleans the barbells. ok Tay so you chose n****e rings as your piercing. s**t, I look at my boobs then to her and feel myself starting to sweat, but why I've endured abuse and this tattoo. you got this tay and if I'm being honest woman to woman you have great n*****s and boobs for it. umm, thanks i guess. i feel myself blush and take a deep breath screw it, I done went this far no backing out now. ok let's do it. she wipes them with cleaner, then gets the marker and puts her points where she needs them to be. these are just clamps they dont hurt it will just pinch a little. once she has the clamp set around the marker she makes sure their even. she gets the needle and tells me to take a deep breath and hold it. when she allows me to let it out the sticks the needle through. oh, f**k my life that hurt. my eyes water and I suck in another deep breath as she puts the barbell through. once shes got it done she cleans it and moves to the other side. alright Tay you did great one more time the it's over. we go through the same process and she makes sure both n*****s will be even. deep breath, and let it out, so I do oh, f**k me. Sasha giggles, once shes got it cleaned she tells me to go have a look. I take a deep calming breath and when I look in the mirror I know I made the right choice. they look fantabulous! omg it hurt like a b***h, but I love love love them thank you. she gives me cleaning stuff and tells me they will be tender and not to take them out for atleast 8 weeks. you should clean them atleast twice a day no more than 3 times max. i will tell you from experience I'd leave them in for longer than 8 weeks before changing them. dont twist them just push them left and right. I look in the mirror one more time before getting dressed. Sasha warns me that my bra might tug on them and it can be painful. if I can deal with the pain of the needle I'm not stressing the rest. I always heard beauty is pain and oh how true it is atleast the right kind of pain. we walk out and the girls look at me like I cheated them. damn-it Tay you chickened out. Joslyn I got 2 piercing for one ask Sasha. yes girls she went through with it and shocked the hell out of me what she did. Emma looks at me waiting for me to explain what I got. i got my n*****s done. they both look at me with big eyes, no way I dont believe it. what you want me to show you right here. hell yea I want to see. so I take them back into the room and show them my cute barbells. i got from Emma omg those are so cute, and Joslyn oh you dirty little vixen. did it hurt? hell yea it hurt, but beauty is pain right? we all start laughing as we head out to the car. hey wait a minute, they both turn to me and i engulf them in a huge hug. thank you both seriously this was the best day ever and i really do appreciate it. i love you guys. We love you to Tay. we get in the car and they ask if we want to do dinner, but I tell them I need to get stuff for tonight's dinner at the pack house. I fill them in on what little I know about to night and how the Alpha ordered me to get the stuff for dinner. I look at the clock and see its 2:30pm. I got to hurry I have to be home and start dinner by 3 so can yall drop me off. when we get to the store i run in and grab all the things ill need for tonight feast. I check out and load the trunk. ok pack house please. they drop me off and we make a plan to get together in the next couple days. we blow each other kisses as I grab all my stuff and the groceries and rush inside. once I set the groceries down I run my stuff to my room and freshen up before making my way down to put everything up and start on dinner. i hope they all like it and it's a smooth night. I've had the best day and I'd like to finish it with the smile i cant seem to shake off now.