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No goodbye said

Alex

I looked at the lady beside me and I felt regret move through me. I knew she was innocent but I can't believe I took that innocence. She was so wagged out that she fell asleep. I just didn't know the next step to take. I put on my sweatpants and went downstairs to get some air to help clear my head.

How do I deal with this. I needed to think fast but nothing was coming up.

I think I might have fallen asleep in the couch because when I looked around it was pitch dark. I slept through the evening. It was night now. Then it hit me like a wrecking ball, she might have woken up by now and feeling guilty. I climbed the stairs two at a time. I entered an empty room, bed well laid but no sign of her. I turned to check the guest room when I saw the note. She was thanking me and was also sorry for leaving like this but she had to go. She added some money to pay for her stay.

I felt stupid. I shouldn't have slept. I shouldn't have touched her in the first place. This felt like a hit and ran. I hit her then left her here to wake up and clean the mess.

"Damn". I said and fell flat on the bed.

I don't know how I had carried myself from bed and prepare for work but here I was waiting for Johnny to bring this meeting to an end.

"Alexander, wait" Johnny said just when I got up to leave the conference room.

I returned to my seat.

"You seem absent minded." He said when everyone was out

I just shrugged my shoulders and looked away.

"What's wrong brother. You know you can confined in me." He said softly.

"It's nothing. Maybe spending so many hours at work has made me dull."

It's not like I can't trust my brother but I promised him I will stay away from women. I made a mistake last night and I wasn't ready to tell Johnny.

"Okay I think I will let you party tonight. With me." He said with a smirk.

"Johnny, I am sorry but.."

"No buts, my fiancee will be there with one of her friends." He said and winked.

I followed him out and decided to tell him about yesterday's incident after the night out. Tomorrow is Saturday he will just let me spend the whole day with him and that's better than chairing a business meeting.