Dear diary,
This is the last time I am writing something down...
I was going through my journals today. The older one was surprisingly with Ellie...she stole it but couldn't open it so she gave it back to me. I am glad that she couldn't because it has some really dark secrets of my mind. It was an amazing weather today and I was free so I decided to go through them.
Frankly, I was stunned. Now that I was reading them after six...seven years, I couldn't believe how f****d up my mind was and what all sorts of nonsense I have written in it. Its crazy. And I am just so grateful to be in a thousand times better mind frame than before.
I was married now for a year and a half and my life has never been better. I have a good career and an amazing wife, supporting me through everything. And
