I decided to stay in. It wasn't much of a decision when I didn't want to be mobbed by a group of people running behind me with their cameras to catch a picture or a statement. I know I can't keep hiding in my apartment for long because I'm going to need food and fresh air but I can for now at least. I don't have to worry about work because I'm working from home now thanks to my boss. He wanted me to quit but I couldn't. I've worked so hard for that job and to reach where I am now so there's no quiting it unless he wants to fire me and I know he won't. I know he thinks it's too much for me because of my condition and situation but I assured him that I'm okay. Our conversation kept replaying in my head. Should I fall into his words and let my walls come down around him. He has done

