The sounds of sires going off. The lights of red white and blue. But I couldn't bring myself to move. Not even a hand. What ever happened next I don't remember. Blackness was all that I felt and saw. There was nothing there. It was cold. No dreams. Just nothing. I tried so many things to pull myself out. I would get close just to have the dark pull back on me taking me with it. I don't know how long it's been. Time doesn't tick here. There is no light. So is it day or night? I want to cry but can't. I can't do anything. It's like sitting on the floor in your bedroom with everything unplugged and a blanket over the window and your eyes closed. Then it all happened at once. I felt it in my arm, it stated moving through me. I felt it hit my heart like a shock from running your feet agains

