Once in my room I sit down on the bed to be able to breathe. My head felt like I had a hammer being beat a crossed it a hundred times. I placed my head in my hands and took three deep breaths. The pain leave has been at about a fifteen since Michelle was arrested. Stress added to it doesn't help one bit but didn't wanted to tell anyone due to them alright worrying to much. I thought back to what my dad said about me going to New York. All though it would be fun I still wasn't going to do it. I wasn't going to run from Luna. Like hell I would run from him. I wasn't much of a crier but tonight behind closed doors I was. I let the past two months of events come to me and I let it out. From Luca and Michelle to Brandon and I losing the baby. A baby that was innocent. I hated Luca for killing

