Derek, “I have missed you too Derek, but as I said before, we can’t keep on doing this.” Natalie said in a firm voice but I guess this is what she was hoping for, but it came out small and trembling. I swallowed harshly, trying to push through the small thing that suddenly clogged my throat. Then I leaned my forehead against hers, breathing the same air as we panted softly. The small kiss we shared was different this time. It was soft, cautious, and even desperate. We have never conveyed such feelings. Each time we met or our bodies touched, it was violent, hasty, and sometimes punishing. But this time, it was anguished. As if we were trying to get assurance that we were here together. I have planned to just see her before heading upstairs and playing the role of a famous businessm

