CHAPTER 4
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The next morning, the house was too quiet.
The air felt stale, like it hadn’t moved all night. Isla had been coughing for hours through the night that no one truly slept. Elara had heard it through the wall. She’d also heard her mother’s voice, low and patient, murmuring reassurances in the dark.
They had agreed the night before to call the doctor for a follow-up.
At breakfast, they sat around the table with untouched toast growing cold on their plates. No one said much. There wasn’t anything new to say.
After they finished eating, they cleared the table. Routine made things feel manageable.
They moved to the living room.
Isla was wrapped in a blanket, pale and small against the couch cushions. Their mother hovered close, one hand resting lightly on her shoulder, as though contact alone could keep her anchored.
Elara stood near the doorway at first, unsure where she fit in the arrangement.
“Do you want water?” she asked finally.
Isla nodded.
Elara brought the glass and held it while Isla took slow, careful sips. Her own hands were steady. She made sure of that.
“I’m okay,” Isla said quietly.
“You scared us,” their mother replied, her voice tighter than she intended.
“I didn’t mean to.”
Elara almost said, You don’t have to apologize for being sick. But she swallowed it. Isla already knew. What she needed wasn’t correction. It was calm.
“Did you take your meds today?” Elara asked instead.
“Yes.”
“On time?”
“Yes.”
Their mother exhaled softly. “We’ll call the doctor later.”
The morning stretched. Elara took the armchair across from the couch and watched Isla’s breathing rise and fall.
Every small shift in rhythm made her stomach tighten.
The apartment felt smaller than usual.
Their mother had dark circles under her eyes. Isla looked drained. Elara felt like she’d run a marathon without moving at all.
Still, she stood and began getting ready for work. She had already called to say she couldn’t come in early.
“You don’t have to go,” her mother said from the table.
“It’s fine.”
“It’s not fine.”
“It’s just a shift.”
What she didn’t say was that missing work wasn’t something they could afford right now.
Her mother looked like she wanted to argue, but she didn’t.
Before leaving, Elara crouched beside Isla.
“Text me if anything changes.”
Isla gave her a tired smile. “You act like I’m five.”
“Sometimes you do.”
That earned a small, real laugh. It helped. Just a little.
***
Work felt heavier than usual.
Elara forgot an order for the first time in months. Thelma caught it immediately.
“Okay. What’s wrong?”
“Nothing.”
“Elara.”
She wiped down the counter slowly before answering. “Isla had trouble breathing last night.”
Thelma’s expression softened. “Is she okay?”
“She’s home.”
“That’s not what I asked.”
Elara didn’t respond.
Thelma leaned against the counter. “You don’t have to pretend with me.”
“I’m not pretending.”
Thelma raised an eyebrow.
Elara stared at the espresso machine longer than necessary.
“I just…” She stopped, trying to find the right shape for the thought. “I can’t fall apart. If I do, my mom will.”
The words came out quieter than she meant them to.
Thelma didn’t joke this time.
“You’re allowed to be scared,” she said.
“I am scared.”
“Then why act like you’re not?”
Because someone has to be stable. Because bills don’t pause. Because illness doesn’t wait for you to catch up.
She shrugged instead.
“I just need things to stay normal.”
But they weren’t.
When Elara got home that evening, her mother was at the kitchen table surrounded by papers — medical bills, insurance statements, notes from appointments.
Isla was asleep in her room.
“Elara,” her mother said, rubbing her forehead. “Insurance only covers part of the new treatment. We might have to switch providers.”
Elara stepped closer, scanning the paperwork.
“How much?”
Her mother hesitated.
Elara noticed.
“How much?”
“More than we expected.”
They didn’t say the number out loud.
Elara sat across from her. “We’ll figure it out.”
Her mother looked at her then really looked at her.
“You don’t have to carry this,” she said gently.
“I’m not,” Elara answered.
It wasn’t true.
Later that night, after Isla had woken briefly and gone back to sleep, after their mother had finally put the paperwork away and turned in, Elara stayed in the kitchen alone.
The apartment had settled into its usual nighttime hush.
She leaned against the counter and closed her eyes.
Her hands were shaking.
She pressed them flat against the cool surface until the trembling eased.
For a moment, she let the fear sit there not pushed away, not managed. Just present.
Then she opened her eyes and washed her face.
Before going to bed, she paused outside Isla’s room.
She didn’t step inside instead she stood in the hallway and tried to listen to Isla's breathing. Even. Unhurried.
Elara rested her shoulder briefly against the wall, just long enough to feel the relief of it.
Tomorrow would bring phone calls and numbers and decisions. Tomorrow would require steadiness again.
But tonight, the house was quiet.
And for now, that was enough.
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