For loving you

The Beginning 2

A lot of women think that you’re supposed to pounce up and down on a d**k. Not! That’s not riding. Men might be feeling it, but that breaks the continuity with the stimulation on my c**t. Rocking my hips did the trick every time. I’d imagine myself riding an actual horse bareback, its massive body moving below mine, bouncing me gently as it trots, my c**t rubbing up against it. The heartbeat of the horse between my legs was the same as the throbbing of a d**k while I was riding one. Yes! There wasn’t anything like it.

Peter became that horse and took for a smooth ride. “Um,hell yeah!”

“Work this d**k,baby.” Peter grabbed my ass and started pounding in my cheeks like an African drum. “ take all this d**k”’

My cut came on the radio: “ my body’s hungry” by Teena Marie. My body was hungry as hell too.

I wonder if am a s*x addict, I said to Peter, who couldn’t have cared less if I was as long as he was getting p***y on the regular.

“You think I am?

“What….what? He replied breathlessly.

“ do you think I’m a s*x addict?” I asked as I started gyrating my hips like a professional belly dancer…….stripper.

“”I think you’re f*****g fine, and I know your p***y is the best in town.,

How you know that, I slapped him playfully on the face, “”you done f****d every woman In town?”

“”No, he paused to catch his breath, then grinned. “”Only half of them.”

That motherfucker was lying. I had him so p***y whipped that he couldn’t even see straight.

“Yeah?well, I bet that didn’t get it in with you like this.”

That’s when I f****d that fool into submission. He curled up in the fetal position by the time I finished with his ramburglar, or whatever s**t he was poppin;

It’s after one,” I informed Peter a little while later. You need to go.

I’ve got two hours left. Let me hit the shower first.”

“You know I don’t play that.

“ how come you don’t let me take a shower after we f****d? You let me do it before.”

“That’s because no funky ass bodies——or balls——hit my sheets.

You’re not coming up in here after working an eight hour’s factory work smelling like a muskrat. And touching me. You can take an after f*****g shower at your own crib,”

You’re a trip, Tracy.”

“ so are you, Peter. We are both doing the wrong thing when it comes to cassian. Don’t front like it’s only me”

“”That’s not what I meant. It’s not about cassian. It’s about how cold and callous you can be at times,”

I propped myself up on my elbow and stared into his eyes. “Look, you’re my jump off and I’m yours. It’s as simple as that as that.

“Jump off don’t last as long as we have and———“

I pulled the pillow from under his head. You’re getting too damn comfortable. Get going; I still have to change the bedding and air this place out before cassian gets home.”

Ooop, I forgot to mention that cassian and I were actually shacking. Yeah, I was lowdown, but Peter had a room mate and there was no way we were getting it in at his place. Daniel was the biggest gossip in town; f**k what you heard about women putting business out in the streets. He was the TMZ of Chicago.

Peter reluctantly got up and started putting on his clothes. “”you want me to come through in the morning?”

“I don’t have to stay long.””

“”Six minutes will be too long. I paused and wiggled my nose. My bedroo

Smelled like stone cold f*****g. I was going to have to open up all the windows and spray an entire can of air freshener in the room before cassian gets back home.

“”””whatever, Tracy. Like I said, you’re a trip.”

“Have you seen clement since he got back?”

Yeah, we all hinge out last night after I got off work. Cassian didn’t tell you?”

“No, but that’s cool. I was wondering where he was.”

“””””””””””””””humph, you’ve got a lot of nerves, clocking cassians moves.”

“Is he cheating on me, Peter?””””””

Peter looked at me and laughed. You don’t really expect me to respond to that right””

“”””hell yes,I do.”””

Peter shrugged. “”Hell if I know, maybe, maybe not.”

“Well if I ever found out who the b***h is, I’m cutting her.”””

Peter smirked. “””I’m out of here.” He turned to leave. Call me if you need anything, I’ll be home by midnight, as usual.”

“”Wait, one question, I said, sitting up in the bed and letting the comforter fall of my bare chest.

What? Peter crossed his arms with much attitude.

“”” it’s not about cassian. What do you think about when we’re f*****g?

He shrugged.” I think about us fucking.”””

“”You didn’t fantasize about other women, or worry about busting a nut too quick, or keeping it up?””””

“”No,no. I think about how good your p***y feels.I’ve got to go.””

“Oh,now you’re in a rush?

“”Damn right. I can’t shower here and I have to be at work on time,plus, you need to do what’s good to get this place straight before my boy gets home.”

Peter left, and a moment later I heard his car leaving the drive way. The good part about where cassian and I lived was that it was down a dirty road and no one could spot people coming or going. Otherwise, Peter and I would have been busted ages ago.

Cassian got home about five and I had dinner ready for him by six, lasagna garlic and bread salad;his favorite meal. We put in some overtime that night in bed. He must’ve felt guilty about being out late the night before and not telling me where he’d been. I waited for him to bring it up. Like I said earlier, cassian was like porthos; honest.

After I had sucked him off real slow and lovely, he geeked me in on everything that was going on with clement, who hadn’t been home in years. Cassian had spoken to him on the phone about once a week, but now clement was back, I was hoping they wouldn’t be running the street every night, hitting the bar scene in Chicago. That was all I f*****g needed; my man hanging out with the famous athlete around a bunch of money hungry hoes. s**t, most of the chicks will fall over a man if he bought them a few drinks. Clement in a Chicago bar would damn near cause a stampede. My baby wasn’t going to be riding shotgun with clement when that s**t went down. If he brought home even one photo of clement and him standing in front of a spray painted backdrop with a bunch of sluts hanging all over them, I was pulling out my box cutter. There was one sure fire way to make sure that wouldn’t happen.

“ clement still loves Mira? I asked cassian as we were falling asleep in each others arms.

“””clement still loves Mira, but I told him that’s a wrap.”

“”I sat up and stared at him. “”” why’d you tell him that??”

“”Oh, she still feeling him?”

I sighed and lay back down.”” She hasn’t said that exactly, but once they see each other, you know what might happen.””

“”I’m gonna call him first thing in the morning and tell him to ask her to his party. You think she’ll go?””

I shrugged.””he has a good shot.””

Cool” cassian said and then turned over. I hated when he did that, but he preferred to sleep on his right side and I had this attachment to the left side of the bed.

I stared at the ceiling. Mira couldn’t stand clement, but I needed her to Come to her senses.