Chapter 27
Cade Felix Thompson
First Time
This is the first time that we're ever going to do the deed. I admit, I'm pretty scared. This will be the first time I will ever have s*x with a man, to the love of my life, and I want to satisfy and pleasure him as much as I can. I have s*x with women before, pretty much, but would it be the same with a man? When I had s*x with those women, I felt nothing but guilt, wishing it was Chad who I was having s*x with, and there was no pleasure at all, but according to them, I was still good as hell and I took that as a compliment. Would it apply to this? I'm scared and excited at the same time and there's a million thoughts running in my head, all related to pleasing my boyfriend.
My hands roam around his entire naked body, feeling every part, and m
