DO NOT DESPISE 03302025
952 Words
March 30, 2025
11:47pm
"Do not despise..."
Thank You, Lord, for the victory that happened yesterday in the Men's fellowship, the YA fellowship big group gathering, and the Morning and Afternoon Services. I am full of Your Word now, Lord, especially with the intense battle against temptation and Your assignment for me as a worship leader. Thank You also, Lord, for the provision yesterday that allowed us to book tickets for the Worship Conference in Manila this coming October 28 to 30. Although it is still far off, God, the preparation is very challenging—not just externally but also internally. Have Your way in all our activities now, Lord. Invade our personal lives as well so that we will not commit sin. I fully submit to You, Lord, with honor. This is not forced; even though I intended it, I needed these writings for You to express what happened yesterday and today.
I couldn't write properly because I was so tired and ended up being late for the Morning Service. I need to practice punctuality, whether or not I have a schedule for services. I cannot imagine, Lord, doing things for You without Your presence. Always search our hearts, Lord, to see if we are right and truly doing our best for You. Let each of us attain one heart, mind, body, and soul in serving You. From Your prayer in John 17 shared during the Men's fellowship to Your provision for the tickets; continuing with the Morning Service about Obedience; moving on to the YA fellowship on Success and Security in Daniel's life; and even the Afternoon Service about Enduring Christian Life—all these teachings come from You. I will carry this wisdom now and in the days ahead.
Proverbs 3:11-12
11 My son, do not despise the chastening of the Lord,
Nor detest His correction;
12 For whom the Lord loves He corrects,
Just as a father the son in whom he delights.
Songs for You are not that difficult, Lord, but they are not easy for us who lead worship. For those who play instruments, manage media and sound, for the congregation, leaders, pastors, ministers, and members—all that we have is one purpose, and that is You, Lord. That is the reason we gather, Lord, because of You. But why, Lord, do many still bring their own personal agendas? Sometimes, Lord, I feel unsure when Mama opens topics about the church. There are times I agree with her, and times I don’t. It’s the same with my siblings. You have created us uniquely, so even in our thinking, we don’t always align in our decisions as a family. Yet, I am still thankful, Lord, that despite our differences, You have united us for one purpose, and that is all for You.
I still wonder about the actions of some people, Lord. There are times I doubt whether our friendship is genuine or not. The factor is sometimes inconsistency or a lack of communication with one another. We assume possible scenarios until it dwells in our minds, repeatedly registering and reminding us until we believe the assumptions. This is such a battleground for the mind, Lord, especially when we are corrected. Before, Lord, I felt uneasy when someone corrected me, especially if I thought my way was better than theirs. I remember when we tackled the integrity of Daniel. Daniel had so much wisdom from You, God, and he was so focused when it came to You. He chose to worship You three times a day, like how a person needs food daily. Actually, we can survive with just two meals a day, but in the spiritual aspect, even the small amount of time we give to the Lord is still lacking to hear what we should do. We are shallow in things we cannot do for God, but with God’s help, nothing is impossible for us. God has already fully equipped us for the circumstances we face.
I also recall, Lord, that I’ve already experienced rejection in Stary Writing, even here for a contract, because my writings didn’t align with the genres they wanted. How can we talk more about fantasy when it’s better to write about reality for others to read? I’m not saying their writings are worthless because there are still lessons we can learn from a book. Books are designed first to educate us and make us aware of how to do certain things. Just like the Bible, it is our living manual every day. It’s such a battle when we lack sleep. It’s tiring, Lord, but every moment I spend with You, I never regret. I may rest and sleep immediately, but it’s different when, before I sleep, I’ve given my best to You in writing this message and journal for You.
I will not despise Your daily corrections, Lord, because these are the reasons why we grow as Christians. Let us always remember everything You have done in our lives, Lord. Let there always be joy in seeking and serving You. I cannot ask for more when Your presence is here, Lord. I don’t want to be carried away by the hype or in-the-zone mode just because others are on fire for You. Salvation is individual for each person, and I always try my best, Lord, not to sin against You. Lord, I pray that all the conflicts in the church right now, You will restore them, in Jesus’ name. Give us more strength to overcome our fears, worries, and doubts in life, Lord. We want to focus more on You. Lord, help us always to be the person You want us to be. I LOVE YOU JESUS❤️
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