Escha Rose

Lost

ESCHA POINT OF VIEW

When i get home i go up to my room and get straight in the shower. Once i finish i go down stairs and fix me something to eat. I haven't seen Lacey since i have been here. Maybe i should go check on her, see if she's here. 

I walk up the stairs and when i get to Lacey's room i knock. I wait for a minute and i knock again. I twist the door nob and push slowly. What i see breaks my f*****g heart. I run towards Lacey who is laying on the floor with blood all over her wrists. Her room is a mess and the pictures with her and Kate are all broken and cut up. I run to her closest and grab her medical kit. I wrap her wrists and pick her up bridal style. I run down the stairs careful not to drop her and grab my keys off of the counter with my mouth. I open my car door and put her on the back seat before getting in the front and speeding to the hospital.  

What the f**k happened? If what i think happened, did happen i am going to f*****g kill Kate. 

When i make it to the hospital i walk inside and immediately ask for help. They ask some dumb questions about what happened and i blow up and tell them that i don't know. 

If they don't help my sister i will kill them. all of them. I need to calm down but i can't. I get my phone out of my pocket and call Kate. She doesn't answer the first 3 times that i call her. I'm starting to get pissed off. 

The nurse comes back out as i hang up and she leads me to Lacey's room. When i walk into her room i walk straight to her bed and grab her hand. she looks like she is in so much pain. "what happened to her? will she be okay? is she gonna wake up?" i fire question after question and she cuts me off. "She is okay..now. she had some pills in her system and some deep cuts on her wrists but we pumped her stomach and bandaged her wrists." the nurse speaks very shakily after she sees my face. "she will be very sore when she wakes up, you can take her home in 24 hours. we want to monitor her breathing and her actions. watch her closely at all times and make sure she eats. not heavy foods, light foods. We can check back up on her in a while." i nod all of my okays and she just stands there watching me watch her. I must look dangerous. My body is shaking in anger and my face must be red. 

"is there anybody that we can call for her?" the nurse asks after a while. 

"no. it's just me. she's my sister" i say sounding very rude. 

"I'm going to take my leave, and come back to check up on her later.." the nurse speaks softly. "i'm sorry" she says and is out of the door before i can respond.

I've been staring at Lacey for the past 30 minutes and she won't move. She is breathing but she won't wake up. I plead and plead for her to wake up and tell  me what has happened to her. Of course she doesn't answer, but that doesn't stop me from trying to get her to. Now i'm just sitting here. thinking about what could have happened and every thing that i  might do to Kate.

My phone rings cutting the silence through the air. "hello?" i say without looking at who it was. i sound exhausted.

"rose" i hear Kate's voice through the phone. 

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO HER?" I SHOUT

"rose" she repeats again. "what happened". 

i hang up.. not ready for her games. i cry and scream but no matter what she doesn't move.

i collapse onto the floor. 

im ready to die..

Lacey please.. wake up