-SIENNA-
I ran like an Olympic athlete through the streets of Central Park all the way home. I simply couldn't stay over there by Matt's side for another second.
How dare he come back to me and confuse me like that? Just when I was putting my life back together, he came to pull the rug over my feet again? I won't allow it.
You won't be able to run away forever.
How can I let him in again? I let my guard down, and I was bulldozed over.
He wants to be with you. You love him.
Losing him was really painful. I won't survive going through that again.
You never lost him. You were always his first choice.
What am I doing? I must be going insane talking to my own mind.
It's past time for me to grow out of old habits. If I was already prepared to take new chances, why don't I take Matt bac
