*Adriano*
Fuck ! I do not want to do this … had it not been for Camilla I might have bid down my discomfort and pride for the sake of the girl. She is young, too young to understand that this is not an opportunity for her, but something that will come back to haunt her.
But I am also aware that Domenico will no doubt take it out on the poor girl if she fails, and that opportunity is worse for her. At least I would not harm her in any way, but try to protect her.
Would Camilla forgive me if I go through with this ? I am not sure, she is vulnerable and she already showed insecurities about me going here. I am not sure she could get over a betrayal like this and no matter what, to her it would feel like betrayal.
On the other hand, I am not sure she would forgive me if I let a young woman
