*Camilla*
I throw myself on the bed. Part of me wants to cry, feeling rejected, the other part wants to curse him or maybe it's really myself I am angry with.
But I can't believe he turned me away like that. He told me the pornstar talk was a total turn off for him. And that he was happy it happened, that it had been a momentary loss of control.
Honestly I hadn't thought about it. It is so normal for me to talk like that, I did it in the movies all the time and most men seem to like it, but clearly Adriano didn't appreciate the dirty talk.
I sigh, honestly I am disappointed and slightly annoyed, I am not used to being turned away … I mean usually that is what men want, my body, if he doesn’t even find that good enough …. Also the way his big hands had grabbed me, the hunger in his kiss
