The last thing I want outside of the bedroom is to be controlled by a guy, but maybe that's what makes the idea so exciting. Being secure in the company of these four guys allowed me to really appreciate the event. I can't believe how much I believe in them. I can't recall ever allowing a guy I've been with to tie me up and put blinders on.
Shawn asks whether I was having fun, and I reply, "Everything was perfect."
I roll onto my side and face Mark in an effort to feel more at ease. He is also facing me while lying on his side, and he runs his hand over my hip. In order to calm my still-active thoughts, Shawn pushes one of his legs against mine and softly massages my back.
Although Mark has been surprising me throughout, I'm still amazed that he's comfortable with sharing his bed with o
