Gray’s POV
I’m such an i***t.
Why did I have to let that jackass ex of hers get into my head? We were doing well. We were finally making progress. We were happy, whether we were committed or not, and I just had to go and ruin it.
I can’t bring myself to regret it entirely, though. I was falling fast and hard, and I meant what I said: having to face the thought of her with someone else was rapidly becoming too much to bear. If she can’t handle commitment, that’s her decision, but I’ll have to stop kissing her.
I can’t believe I found the willpower to stop a second time. It was harder in some ways that second time, but easier, too. She was certainly more sexually charged, and it’s not exactly easy to stop when the sexiest woman you’ve ever seen is grinding herself on top of you like an a
