Mr. Laxus Amadeus already left but his words continued flashing in my mind like camera clicks. I began overthinking things the moment i laid down my body on the bed. Lorcan lied to me. Regina isn't just a family friend but an ex-lover and they are actually planning a marriage for the two! Are Saunders that desperate enough to get back to the influence of Amadeuses? Or it's the other way around... I can already imagine my parents' devastated looks after getting such news. Knowing them, they are so eager to push me again into Lorcan's life but i was the only one who kept on refusing. Because i have my pride, and it's the only thing that's left in me. Gripping the sheets, my inhales turned sharp. My eyes were teary while thinking about Lorcan with Regina Saunders. f**k them both then!

