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MIYOUNG POV Se Kyung. Han Se Kyung. That was the last name that rings in my head. My eyes shut and my breath hitched the moment I fell into the river. When I opened my eyes, a vision played in my mind. Oxygen knocked out from my lungs when a strong hand pushed my head into a bathtub that filled with water. I struggled under the water as I threw weak punches to the hand. Just when I was out of air, the hand pulled me out of the water. I gasped and breathed heavily. I frowned when I saw the guy that I despised the most, standing in front of me. It was my older step brother, Minjae. "You'll learn to respect me, Miyoung." Minjae said, showing off his smirk. "I don't want to respect an older brother like you. Heck, I don't even want to call you as my brother!" I spat and pushed him on his chest hardly. I immediately run away but I can still hear his chuckles. "Come back here, Miyoung! You know you can't run away from me! Not when mother isn't around!" Minjae shouted and I heard him chasing behind me. I pushed my legs harder as I went upstairs but a hand wrapped around me ankle, which made me fall down flatly on the floor. I groaned as I felt every part of my body screaming in pain. I remembered when the memories takes places. It was when I was 16 years old, still scared of everything, of him. My brother turned abusive when I was 10 years old. At first, we were just playing together but something make him angry until he punch right on my left eye. My father passed away when I was 10 years old because of the malfunction of his kidneys. Our kidneys aren't compatible to him and there is no donors at that time so we couldn't save him. He used to scolds Minjae because he always saw Minjae keep pushing me until I fall down. Father was totally in rage when he knew Minjae was the cause my eye bruised. But Minjae just smiled wickedly at me when father punishing him by whipping his back using his belt. I screamed when Minjae's strong arms scooped me and brought me into his room. He ignored my screams as he locked the door and stared at me. I stopped screaming as I looked at him cautiously. "Come on, scream again. Is that the maximum point that you can scream?" He mocked. I slowly stand up, ignoring my shaking body and take a few step backwards while he take step forward towards me with crossed arms. "D-don't do t-this..." I stuttered in fear while tears naturally filled my eyes. "Don't be scared of me, Miyoung." He said while pinning me against the wall. "If you be a good girl and don't tell mother about this, I'll be good to you too." He said softly, reminding me of him when we are young. A very caring and loving brother. But I knew that I couldn't believe his words. Even if I be a good girl and don't tell mother about this, he's still do the same time. Maybe it's time to be rebellious. "No." I said with a firm tone. "Now you know to be rebel?" He asked and chuckle. "Okay." He said and take a step backward. And when I thought it was over, I was wrong. Suddenly, he pushed me to the wall harshly and grabbed my neck. His grip tightened making me out of breathe and feeling light-headed. I kicked his abdomen, trying to loosen his grip on my neck but it only make his grip tightened. I was silently praying, hoping that my father was still here. I was too weak to protect myself. Minjae is 3 years older than me. When I was asking for help by telling that he was abusive to the neighbours, they wouldn't believe me because Minjae was an angel in their eyes. Only if they know that he was a devil masked with angel appearance. They even thought that he couldn't kill an ant, which resulting me to snicker. How funny. He let me go and I fell to the floor with a loud thud. He grabbed a fistful of my hair and dragged me next to the bed. I bit my lips hard, to avoid myself from screaming in pain, to avoid giving him pleasure listening to my screaming which seems like a music to his ears. He tied me to the bed while I kneeling, facing the bed. I lowered down my head and silently crying when I heard he pull out his belt from his pants. "I want you to feel what I felt back then when I was punished by father." Minjae said darkly. Suddenly, I felt a sharp pain on my back. I whimpered in pain when I realised he was whipping my back. I couldn't help but to let out a piercing scream whenever the belt in contact with my back. "Let her go, Minjae!" Mother shouted as she banged onto the door. "Stop hurting her! Take me instead!" My mother shouted when Minjae ignored her. "Tell her you're fine or otherwise, I'll do the same to mother." Minjae said and tears escaped from my eyes. This time, I know he'll seriously do it if Mother didn't back off. "I-I'm fine, M-mom." I managed to crack a reassuring laugh despite the stinging sensation on my back. "Good girl." Minjae said, caressing my cheeks with his filthy, rough hands. "You sick bastard! She's your sister! Your little sister!" Mother screamed. She know I was in pain. "M-mom! I'm fine. Just go, I'll come to you a-afterwards." I stuttered and I heard the footsteps walks away. "Mom.." I cried. I stopped screaming after awhile. My back felt numb, I couldn't felt any pain anymore but I know that my skin were torn apart on my back. I felt thick liquids running down on my back which made me lightheaded. I just want my mother. I want to be in her arms, feeling safe and secure. But I know, Minjae will do these to her if I let Mother help me. Tears managed to slipped off from my eyes and a sob managed to escape from my lips. He whipped my back again before I felt somebody shakes my body violently. "Wake up!" I gasped and inhaled a huge amount of oxygen and all I saw was the blue sky before I saw 6 heads with a concerned face. I was relieved at the moment that I didn't found my brother here. Tears naturally escaped out of my eyes the moment I coughed and pushed myself to sat up. A hand soothe my back while my eyes wandered wildly. I saw the guy that talked to Sehun earlier, standing across the river. The way he smirk to me sent shivers up to my spine. 'Let's meet again.' He mouthed with a smirk then walked away. "Who did these to you?" Baekhyun asked in a soft tone as he traced my scars lightly. I flinched as I turned my head to face him, and I saw he was looking at my half of my bare back as my shirt were slightly lifted up. Instead of the awkward moment I felt, the pain from the past rushed back into me. "None of your business." I said harshly and pulled down my shirt but Baekhyun pulled my sleeves making me stumble back. "I don't want that answer." Baekhyun demanded. "If I said a crazy rabbit bite me, would you believe me?" I asked in monotone as I stand up. "Why are you so tough?" Baekhyun sighed. "That's my charm so bear with it." I replied. "Oh my..." Baekhyun sighed while rolling his eyes and massages his temple. I walked away and hugged myself when cold breeze hits my wet clothes. I shivered and rubbed my palms together to get some warmth. My mind couldn't shake off the memories. I felt tears threatened to fall down anytime but I refused to let it escape. I am strong. I am much stronger than what everyone saw in me. I rubbed my eyes hardly to wipe tears off and continue walking away from EXO. I could felt someone, some guys following me from back. I knew it EXO. They just didn't know when to give me some privacy. A pair of hands grabbed my shoulder and I was about to punch him but he grabbed my hand too. Kyungsoo stared straight into my eyes with concern. "You need this." He put his jacket around my shoulder, giving me some warmth. Since when Kyungsoo become like this? "Thank you." I replied shortly before I began walks away. "Miyoung." Sehun pulls my hands but I yanked it. "I'm sorry." He said. "I shouldn't be distracted by the guy's words. I'm sorry." He apologised. "Han Se Kyung." I uttered. "I wonder how special she is until you let me drown into that bloody river." I said with anger. I didn't mean to scold him but when I remember of my so called brother, I become an emotional wreck. I became angry to anyone. "You don't understand." Sehun said. "What that I didn't understand?!" I asked in higher tone. "You promised me, you'll hold me. If I died there, I'll surely haunt your life with my ghost." I said in an angry tone. "Don't be such an emotional wreck! I still had saved you and you're still alive and breathing." Sehun growled. "Oh I am emotional wreck?! Then, what are you? Just by saying a random girl's name make you angry too?" I asked while putting both of my hands on my waist. "She's not a random girl!" Sehun shouted. "Stop fighting both of you!" Joonmyun growled. "Ughh, whatever!" I said in frustration as I bawled my fist tightly. "Come on, let's get you dry up." Chanyeol said, putting his arm around my shoulder. "Do you think I'm your cat, huh?" I asked sarcastically. "A cute cat." Jongin pinched my nose. I swear I was going to cut off his fingers if it not because my angel that was stopping me from doing so. "Let's back to dorm immediately. It's going to be dark." Sehun said and pulled my hand. "Let go of my hand, I want to back to dorm by myself." I yanked my hand away. Sehun sighed in frustration and I smirked in pleasure when I knew he was annoyed. "Come on, kitty. You wouldn't want to see our maknae become angry." Jongin said and threw me on his shoulder effortlessly. "Let me go!" I squirmed but Jongin ignored me and kept walking. After a few seconds, struggling for nothing, I stopped and stayed still on his shoulder. "Don't you dare to touch my buttocks!" I said in warning tone. "Can't promise about that, babe." Jongin chuckled.
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