Jay's Love...

Episode 6: 5th Language

This guy told me he doesn't smoke but now smoking vape. I was a bit shocked and I think he saw the reaction on my face. He looked at me and asked me "What? Why your face looks like just seen a ghost? Anything?" "You smoke? I remember you said you don't smoke?" "I stop smoking cigarettes but I still smoke vape." "Duh... What is the difference, smoking is smoking !!" I was a bit pissed off because I don't like smokers. I felt a little regret to followed him so I didn't talk much. Then he would have realized that I am not talking at all he broke the silence by asking "Why you so silent?" "I don't like smokers" and he with his cool face said "So what" I was like what the hell man, felt like want to punch him on his face. I just keep my mouth shut. This guy is purposely making me piss off and I am not going to give him that. He was eating and I was playing games in mobile phone and pretended either he or I don't exist at all at that place. Suddenly he asked me "Do you know to speak and write M language?" I simply stared at him and didn't reply. Then he asked me "Do you?" "Hello I born in this country, M language is my first language, and what makes you ask me these questions? Of course, I will know and I have to know. If not no point for me to live in this country!!" "Why you are so angry?" "Than what kind of question you are asking me?" "In my country, we can choose which of the first language we can study so I taught here also same." "Your country has too many languages but we don't have, ours is dialects only, generally we speak 1 language only." He just keeps on nodding his head and his mouth was zipped.

After about 5 minutes he asked me "Can you teach me the M language?" My phone was almost jumped out of my hand. "Why?" "It's a bit challenge to communicate with clients sometimes." Then I was grinning and asked, "So I get paid?" "Of course not" "Heh why I should teach you if I am not get paid?" "Well, you get to spend time with a handsome man" I was seriously speechless and want to laugh. "You are blowing your own trumpet.. hahaha" I started to laugh till my eyes all got tears. He was staring at me into my eyes, "Why are you staring at me?" I was blushing and I can feel my face is so hot. "Blushing at this age?" he shook off his head and I said "No", "Yes you are" I stopped laughing and felt miserable don't know where to hide my face. Why I have to blush like this?? God, please help me!!! I felt very shame!! "Next time don't laugh at me, every time you laugh at me you will end up embarrassed." I just stared at him, no words, my mouth was zipped with his words. "So are you going to teach me the M language or not?" I have no idea why I agreed to teach him. I just nodded my head for yes and I heard the word "Good" from him. I felt like I am playing with fire, if I say no also he can't do anything. "If I say no means what you will do?" Suddenly this question popped out of my mouth, by the time I realized it's too late.

The question supposes be taught in my mind and not to be asked to him. I can see his eyes are darkened and staring straight at my soul. I swallowed my saliva and closed my mouth with my 2 hands. I felt I was digging my own graveyard hole for myself. "I know how to make you teach me, you want to give it a try?" I just laughed "hehehe, no I already agreed to teach you". After that, I already zipped my mouth and dare not to say anything. I just nodded yes or no only. If I say something I am gone. Once he finished his food and vaping, we went to the car and about to leave. He started his car engine, on the air-cond and turn to look at me. He came near me, his face was about 2 to 3 inches away from mine and I can feel his hot breath on my face. I tried to move back but there is no space. Suddenly his right hand came nearby my face side, pulled the safety belt, and clipped it. I left a big sigh once he moved away. "Why? You thought I am going to kiss you is it?" I didn't dare to turn my head left or right, I was staring straight at the road only. My stomach is making all kinds of weird sounds. I pretended I didn't hear anything. I was watching him in the corner of my eyes. "Why are you looking at me?" The moment I heard that question I turn my face and looked at him and said "No I didn't" He just laughed at me and I didn't say anything. I felt that he can see me through myself. I felt the journey to my place is like an hour. I was so nervous sitting beside him. After few minutes the car turns into my apartment lobby and I immediately open the door but it was still locked. I looked at him to ask to open the door but he already turned himself and was looking at me. 

"Open the door, it's locked" "Why you are rushing?" "No, I am not" You didn't tell me how was the day" "Oh okay, it was nice." The look he gave me was like only that kind of question. "How many languages do you speak?" "4 in total" "So this will be the 5th language, okay I will get some primary books for starting." "Books??" "Yes from the starting or else how you will understand" I show him a questioned face. He was not showing a happy face. I wonder why?